Thanks @Former-Member
I am tense today - I don't now about anxious - rather edgy - l have back pain which can get severe and I have had people - including my doctor - think I have anxiety but pain can make it look as if I am anxious I guess because I will sit on the edge of my chair wiggling and wriggling and sometimes have an irrational idea that if I keep walking the pain will fall off my back - and I know it won't
But today I am irritable with those small planes ands yes - one thing I could do is finish up with the books and make a salad sammidge and a bowl of fruit and put a movie on - and I keep going back to those books and sorting them into piles in the front room and I have been doing this between posts
I rang my gd and asked when her Dad's birthday is - she is always helpful to talk to - an amazing young woman - really wonderful and sensitive - just chatted for a few moments about clothes and what to wear to funerals - they are not going btw - I would not expect them to
I think the way I am feeling is normal - but soon I will take a break - thanks for your support - it is well receivedf
Decadian