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not sure what is going on if anyone has any ideas that would be great.

Eden1919Senior Contributor14 Feb 2019, 11:25 am AEDT

not sure what is going on if anyone has any ideas that would be great.

i feel VERY weird and i dont know what is happening. on one side i feel like really sad and anxious and the eating stuff is really hard and i keep feeling like i should hurt myself but then at the same time i feel like magical and powerful and buzzed and like invincible and like i am on some super important quest to save the world. and i keep hearing things and then i still think that people are demons and i keep thinking i have magical powers and i feel like really pressured like i am going to explode and idk what is happening i keep crying one minute and then literally about 30 seconds later i am jumping for joy and feel amazing and it just keeps going up and down and up and down and when i am crying i am really paraniod and think everyone is coiming to get me and then i get happy and feel like nothing can touch me. sorry this is so long but i am really confused and idk what to do.

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Eden1919Senior Contributor14 Feb 2019, 4:38 pm AEDT

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@CheerBear thanks its ok no one else knows what to do/say either i just really dont feel like i am coping at all

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Unknown userMember14 Feb 2019, 5:28 pm AEDT

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Hi @Eden1919,

Again, I am so sorry you do not feel you are coping at all! At the end of the day, sometimes it is about doing the very best that you can. However, if anything does change, or you feel that you are unsafe, perhaps calling emergency or crisis services may be needed? I realize this can be scary, and you are trying your best not to go back to hospital, however, sometimes this may be what is needed.

Please take care of yourself, in the best way you can!

Kindest Regards,

Amour_Et_Psyché

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Eden1919Senior Contributor14 Feb 2019, 9:25 pm AEDT

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@Former-Member i literally cant end up in hospital now that i have moved i really cant. ugh i feel so weird tonight everything is looking magical again and i feel a bit speeded up and fast and really antsy like tense and irritable and idk how to explain it anymore doesnt even make a difference i just feel so freaking weird. i feel like i am not getting any sleep tonight idk what to do anymore i am going to explode this is too much. i am trying really hard i will try and see if watching nexfilx can at least keep me doing something. but i feel like i want to go for a night time stroll or run actually i want to run and i want to be outside where i can feel the wind and everything smells fresh and everything feels alive. everything inside feels dead and it makes me feel trapped i dont like it.

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CheerBearSenior Contributor15 Feb 2019, 10:28 am AEDT

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Hi @Eden1919. Just calling by to say that I hope things are better for you today (understanding they may not be) and that the weird, unsettled feelings you were having feel more manageable.

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Eden1919Senior Contributor15 Feb 2019, 12:46 pm AEDT

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@CheerBear things are not more managable i have been crying all morning and i feel horrible i am so tired. thanks for calling by.

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CheerBearSenior Contributor15 Feb 2019, 1:25 pm AEDT

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Sounds like you had a really hard night last night @Eden1919.

Do you have any hobbies? What kinds of things do you like doing in your spare time?

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Eden1919Senior Contributor15 Feb 2019, 5:40 pm AEDT

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@CheerBear the only hobby thing i have access to at the moment is drawing but i already did that. idk i have been watching stuff on netflix. i still feel terrible i am trying but i am scared i feel like i am slipping away from this world again idk what to do it is hard to explain i feel so many things all at once and i feel like i am going to burst. i am scared if this keeps getting worse of what the GP will do i have only seen them once and they were nice but they dont know me well and when professionals first meet me they often get concerened about things that are going on with me even though for me that is my everyday life and those things dont go away and nothing gets rid of them but the professional often think they need to get rid of said things and says i have to do all these things i have already tried and it is just a huge mess and a bit of a wild goose chase. i am just scared.

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