mooncalfCasual Contributor
need to talk to anyone
Hi this is my first post i had anxiety for most of my life i have my ups and down i started taking large amounts of magics mushroom evey couple of days while i was depressed for a year which ended me trying to hurt myself while i was on mushrooms during that night i had premonitions of the future about my sister dying in a car accident on the way to see me after i tried killing myself in the future not this time and my father killing himself because of what happened and know it feels like its gonna happen even more i keep telling my self its not real but i keep having them more and more like nearly every day i keep seeing things and i dont know whats real anymore i dont feel doing anything stupid i just want to stop these visions im getting help going to a psychiatrist this wensday