I suck. Period!

I cannot believe they spent the last of the money going to the movies which I wasn’t even invited to. Just hurts. Tonight I received a friend request from my father on Facebook. I declined it because I know it just opens up old wounds from abuse. So far this year has been the worst. I have to start thinking do they all get together behind my back and plan how to be cruel or am I just that unlucky?

Australia Day @outlander

do you want to chat about something else for a while? @Queenie as a distraction perhaps? or happy to keep chatting about whatever you need to get off your chest

I have to keep reminding the wife that when the children are here, not to commence ignoring me. She actually says I’m not important as her kids. Hurts. I put them on equal footing. She literally goes days without talking to me when they’re here. It really hurts because she is all I have.

Now she is chucking a tantrum and is really mad because I just called her on it.

Great just great! Life sucks! She’s carrying on and some truly horrible things. I’ve been thinking of running away for a while, now seems like it’s inevitable right now. For her birthday I bought her a beautiful cake, a football jersey, collectables and a massive bunch of flowers. I’m getting, wait for it....drum roll....fuck all.