TankerCasual Contributor
Paranoia is killing my life
For the longest time I thought paranoia was normal. Until one day it became to much and I let lose.
Years later I am in a new relationship and she is getting sick of me thinking she is cheating endlessly.
But the biggest part about this... I love her. But I am starting to feel as though she is just lying. This has been going on for years.
Now she saying she is done... But when you feel like you need someone but hate them for lying it keeps you in a endless circle of fighting with your mind. I mean endless....
How do I stop this. Please someone anyone... Help me. It is 2:04 am. Because I cannot sleep as my brain won't shut up and leave me alone.