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Super embarrassing symptoms..... I need advice

Super embarrassing symptoms..... I need advice

So sorry but warning this may have a little adult content but I will try and keep as non descript as possible so I am mortified that I am even sharing this to begin with but long story short my psychologist thinks I may be manic and like I don't know but then I thought it might explain something if I was. I have been having a lot of "hyper sexuality" type symptoms now I have never even had a partner let alone been intimate with one. And I have OCD and I don't even hug people normally or shake hands because I hate touching people but lately I have been staying up all night doing "stuff" alone and with people online not face to face just like text type stuff like I am literally staying up till 6am and then waking up around 8-9am and starting with all this online stuff again. I don't even know why but I can't seem to stop and I have even been considering like trying to hook up with some random to do stuff with but like I know I am not actually comfortable doing that but then I kind of feel like a bit reckless and like maybe I don't actually care so much but I am pretty much focused on this all day everyday and this has been going for like a week and a half. It is getting worse too. I don't know what to do or if I am just a weirdo but I can't possibly bring this up with any of my psychs because for one they are all MEN and also no way in hell. So I am a bit worried that I won't stay focused and will do something stupid but I am trying really hard not to. Any advice from anyone who has had something similar would be great and sorry this is so long and awful to read. 😞

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Re: Super embarrassing symptoms..... I need advice

@Eden1919 - sounds like you are having a bit of a manic episode. Does that sound right to you?

Try and tell your psych just what you tell us here. Why not read out your post to your psych. Your psych will understand what is happening.

I hope your Christmas was a good one. Nice to get away without the internet.

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Re: Super embarrassing symptoms..... I need advice

@utopia Yes my Christmas was good. I am not sure if there is any point telling my psychologist as he is leaving soon anyway and after that I don't have a psychologist to tell so I am not really sure there would be any point. Besides I am actually feeling good for once and I am not letting those stupid psychs take that away from me again. Not this time no way. Besides I have too much to do.

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