Lesson learned

Not really sure what category to post this in so posting it here.

So apparently if something goes wrong it's my fault. Doesn't matter if it was them that left it to the last minute or they made the mistake it went wrong so it's my fault.

This is especially true when I feel like I've been doing well, because I'm happy it definitely has to be my fault because it's the only thing different is my doing good instead of depressed and sh and anxiety through the roof I have actually been able to feel happy do stuff with my son and actually enjoy it instead of pretending to. But because I'm doing well and something went wrong for them as consequence of their own actions it's still my fault so their gonna have a big hullabaloo over it and drag me back down