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Ramblings

Ramblings

Fingertips clack across the keyboard

As rain taps on the roof.

Cars on the highway rev their engines.

They race.

While families sleep.

Alone, I finish typing,

Pull myself to bed.

Watch the light of my phone

Until the cars sleep too.

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I miss the feeling as everything slows.

Each heartbeat goes straight to my head.

Time tickles past over my skin.

Eyes closed, I see heat and hear red.

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HI @TheVorticon .... ✋

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Hi @Faith-and-Hope

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I'm such a needy loser and it's disgusting. I hate everything about the way this feels and I hate myself for feeling it. I can't do or be this anymore.

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Hi @TheVorticon,

Sorry ot hear you feeling like this right now. I've written you an email just to check in.

Regards

Buddy13 (Moderator)

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@TheVorticon Would you like to talk? I'm here.

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Thanks for the offer @utopia .I would've liked to but I've proven to myself time and time again that I'm incapable

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Hi @TheVorticon. Just calling by to say hi and that I hope your weekend starts off well (enough). Wondering how you're feeling as we head into December with all the challenges that one can bring. I'm riding out my love/hate relationship with this time of the year already 😏

Would usually insert hugs here but know you're not a hugger so 😎 for you instead.
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