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The joy of a messy house is I can’t suicide till it’s clean.
I’m going to live till 100 at this rate.
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The joy of a messy house is I can’t suicide till it’s clean.
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TABSenior Contributor
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Well thats something @Former-Member 😀 when I felt like that it went away after a time. Either something good well externally happened like a call or txts from someone or found a different perspective/did something different like going for walks or re revisiting good memories or smiling at the bad stuff .. letting go
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
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Ohhhhhhh @Former-Member, here you are my wonderful friend , 
Happy birthday my friend xoxo
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AppleblossomSenior Contributor
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Funny that @Former-Member
I used the "I cant ... until ... taxes done and oven is clean" for a long time. It was a deferral mechanism and actually did keep me alive.
It became a bit confronting and so I was glad when oven broke and I had a hole in kitchen. It was safer knowing there was no oven to clean ... that I might just ... etc etc
At the time, I had no body to talk about my suicidal ideation or proper mental health care. I was very isolated.
Now I have 2 desks that are a bit messy. Well one is just a stash place and the other sorta tidied yesterday.
I have changed the dialogues in my head and it was really important that I was able to say it all out loud and be taken seriously and not fobbed off.
I love seeing you around, but also know its not good if times are tough.
Take Care Bella
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Unknown userMember
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CLEANS ALL THE THINGS!
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
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Hello @Former-Member
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Unknown userMember
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Cleaning, just lots of cleaning.
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
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I cleaned my house today too @Former-Member
