medication and sudical thoughts

Hi @Shaz51

How are you? Hope you're doing ok. I'm in a bit of a rough patch at the moment, but I think there is an upward trend.

Sorry that I'm not spending much time here at the moment, a lot of my thinking is currently deep in my head or with my therapist. Often too confused for a good conversation.

Take care all!

Hi @Shaz51 and hubby. 😊

Is the medication working ok now?

I just noticed this thread yesterday.

Wondering how you both are going?

Hugs to you. 💕🌻🌷

Hi @Former-Member I think we chatted when I first joined SANE forums. I'm still trying to remember everyone. How have you been? 💕🌹🌸

Hi @Former-Member and @Shaz51

@Shaz51 I have meds that I take daily and others that I use when things change or I experience extra stress. That seems to help me a bit.

How are you today? I'm good today, had a very easy day. Like I said there is definitely an upward trend. For a couple of weeks now I have gotten back my inner knowledge of wanting to be alive and even in my down turns, I only if at all experience suicidal thoughts very briefly. My psych back when I was really bad (suicidal & self harm) explained to me that it's not the meds, but how bad I actually felt. I understand that now. I don't think I was able to grasp for a long time how bad I really felt. I don't think anyone can ever understand that place unless they've been there. I'm glad I made it through the darkness.

Big hugs & hope you're ok x

I'm reasonably ok today, thanks @Shaz51. Slowly feeling slightly better after last week. A week I'd rather forget. 😊
I had a week's break from seeing psychologist this week. Felt I needed to get a bit more on top before I go back for more EMDR therapy. 😊

I know what you mean about things changing getting more stressful and not coping. Hi to your hubby from me. And another hug to you. 😀💕💗

I'm so glad to hear you're out if the darkness @Former-Member. I know it's an awful place to be and hard to get out of. Really happy for you.
I hope you continue to feel betterand better.
Hugs to you. 😊💕

Of not if @Former-Member 😊