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Freak idiot me

Freak idiot me

No matter how hard I try I am still a stupid pathetic loser idiot dickhead who continues to fuck up everything in his life I get kicked out and excluded from everything even though I’m trying my GOD DAMN BEST, I’m still a screw up no matter how hard I try. And anything good I do have in my life that I miraculously don’t happen to fuck up (rare) nobody bloody cares because I pushed them all away

im so stupid

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I will definitely be kicked off this site soon that happens everywhere I go I have been excluded from every single service or place I have tried to use starting from when I was younger people don’t understand IM LIKE THIS FOR A REASON YES IM TRYING TO CHANGE BUT IM LIKE THIS FOR A REASON PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT

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I can sense your frustration and anger towards being placed in the too hard basket. I've often felt that way too @Former-Member and felt totally misunderstood by others. I'm sure there are many here who feel the same frustration and anger. I was discharged from public mental health because I was placed in the too hard basket and they were at a loss as to know how to help me. Have you ever thought about how you'd like to be supported? If you had an awesome team supporting you, what would that team look like and what levels of support you'd like to have?

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I’m not just a misbehaving person

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I don't think anyone is going to kick you off this site unless you consistently go against community guidelines. That is pretty rare @Former-Member.

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i want supports that won’t give up on me and make me feel safe

I’m scared of seeing new supports cause everyone has let me down

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People kick me out of places then expect me to go to new ones when all my confidence in people has been lost cause of them

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Like =I'm hearing you @Former-Member

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they wonder why I get so scared about getting new supports when everyone just gives up on me I’m done

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Thanks @Sans911

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@Former-Member

I've had a lot of that done to me before when supports or services withdraw because they can't help anymore. And yeah, it's really bloody hard. And it's like now what? Please don't give up. There will be people out there to support and help you. I found one such worker last year, and she was so helpful even though I still kept attempting suicide. She kept believing in me and supporting me, so I kept coming back every week. This is people who care.

I'm not sure where you are, like what state, and you can't say where you live, but have you tried Orygen, Head space, any of the youth support services?

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