Marren84Casual Contributor
Anxiety and panic
For about a year now I've been dealing with anxiety and strange panic attacks. About 2 years ago I woke up one day having these strange deja vu like panic episodes. It was like remembering a dream I never had. But it wasn't until this past year that I developed GAD along with the panic attacks. My husband had to leave the country for a short time and I was so nervous to stay behind with our children. Everything went fine and he came home safe. But ever since then I've been stuck with GAD. I'm still having panic attacks but they're not so much like deja vu but a 10 second tsunami of panic. Afterward I'm left shaking. Lately, I've been getting confused and not remembering the attacks. Example: today at work I apparently walked away from a client and my coworker saw. All of a sudden I hear her saying "are you ok? Are you ok?" And I came back to reality and realized I was having an attack. I just told her I was dealing with anxiety. I asked how she knew something was wrong and she said she could see it on my face. I'm pretty new to my job so I haven't talked to anyone about my anxiety. I've had an MRI, CT scan, blood work and an EEG. No medical illnesses. I've never heard of these type of panic attacks. I exercise, eat healthy, avoid sugar and caffeine. I meditate, do yoga, read books about anxiety, tried EMDR, CBT and bio/neuro feedback. I also take medication. I've improved some but not like I would hope. The GAD came on after a fun night with family and then having a deja vu episode in the night. Does anyone else have these deja vu panic episodes or these very sudden, out of nowhere and triggered by nothing in particular panic attacks?!