JigsawpuzzlerContributor
Diagnosis
Just received my diagnosis today of schizoid affective disorder. My life feels such a waste. It appears those who have been moulding me into this damaged person have gotten away with it and living a unscathed life.
Feeling really depressed and p*ssed off at the world. Yeah I know life owes me nothing.
I just want to retreat from the world and hide in bed. If would if it wasn't for my young child.
Everyone has had their foot on my back at one time or another. Now no-one owest me anything. I'm left with a screwy brain while everyone gets on with their enjoyable lives. I've cancelled my TAFE course and forgotten about learning via higher study next year. Feeling rather useless to say the least.