This thread feels so solitudinous, I almost don't want to venture out anywhere else. Planet of solitude is the perfect description for me. I live out in the woods, and no one comes and no one goes anywhere. Me and my boyfriend just go to work and come home. His kids come on the weekends but we're not very technologized and the internet sucks out here so it's not as fun as their house. They're addicted to technology so sometimes they spend weekends at their mom's instead. My daughter lives in the town nearby. We're best friends despite the way she was raised (it's never too late to make things right). I talk to you and my sisters sometimes but compared to the "normal" life, I'm a regular hermit. 🙂
It's too hard being around people, I can't separate myself out. I don't understand boundaries. My programming from childhood kicks in and I say stupid things like I know what I'm talking about. Or I talk about going to other planets and meeting aliens or solving doors in other dimensions and people never speak to me again. Hehe.
My twin sis became a nun because she couldn't do it anymore, and I envy her. I want to be that, so I've left facebook and my phone for the most part. I need to get right before I venture out and attempt personal relationships again. Thanks for making a space that feels safe ❤️
