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oh yaya

oh yaya

hello.

i'm new to this group. blah. hello anyway and thank you for listening.

whatever

i'm sorry. although i've been told by multipule people that i say i'm sorry too often i probably should in this or for this instance. so i'm sorry. i need this group or this group of people. i have bpd, yes. yesterday my father called the police on me for a welfare check because hey i'm only 40 almost years old and apparently i can't take care of myself. even though i have been married not technically but really for about 20 years to the same man.

well i don't know. yesterday was so stressful that i vomited a LOT after the police left our home which i might add we own and so i MUST not be an adult. 😕

my parents have both been extremely manipulative and horrible people for as far as i know the majority of my well for my entire life.

idk. thank you to whomever whoever whichever may be reading this and giving a damn or more than likely caring.

also. why don't i trust what people tell me.

and yes i'm ranting

okay well i would like to look and maybe talk to some of you guys and hopefully extend a caring helpful hand

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Hi @PatchouliRose and welcome to the forum

There are lots of people here to chat with and many people who also live with bpd, and I hope you find it helpful to be here. I also hope you're finding your way around OK (I've noticed you have started a couple of discussions which I'll go and have a look at in a moment). If you have any questions, please ask - there's always someone around and happy to help.

Nice to 'meet' you ☺

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I really enjoyed seeing your profile picture. It's making me smile remembering it. lol

Thank you for introducing yourself and even though I'm scared at the moment as I've tried to um communicate and reach out to other people with bpd i always run at the first sign of someone caring for me.

It's nice to meet you to though. I'm from The United States of America. The state of Kansas to be exact.

I'm a little frightened at the moment because... honestly oh yeah, this is growth for me so I'm told and that growth is scary. I agree with that. Growth is or at least can be frightening, maybe not for everyone but probably.

If I get kicked off of here I guess that's okay although I hope to have this be a positive experience. Ughs.

I probably need to look around the site. I have too some degree. I wanted to follow you or your discussions if that's okay with you. I get paranoid and delsuional a lot. My husband has ALWAYS taken the best care of me. And now I'm rambling again...
I'm seeking well I'm seeking help because I read on NAMI's website that peer support is extremely important for people with BPD. I was misdiagnosed as a Schizophrenic for a long time. Then there were a host of other diagnosises until bpd was reached

Okay 🙂 My phone's booping.. I'm maybe going to Walmart with one of your neighbors and that might be him so Thank you! And maybe it's you. I probably have I have a good dose maybe of OCD. Though that is debateable. Ughs. I'm sorry if I bummed you out.

You're profile picture is neat though.

Frida needs to go outside anyways.

Okay

Bya! 🙂

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Re: oh yaya

Thank you - I changed my profile picture only a couple of days ago and it is still making me smile. Glad it gave you one also ☺

Peer support is really helpful for so many of us and it's great that you've joined here @PatchouliRose. I find lots of things a bit scary and joining in with a new community or group is one of them, but its a pretty friendly and understanding community here.

I'll link a couple of threads that you may be interested in having a look at or posting in. No pressure though.

There's an introduction thread here and an art thread here (I'm thinking you might appreciate art after reading about your dogs). You're welcome to join in wherever you'd like to!

Really great to hear you have a caring and supportive husband. I hope you enjoy your trip out if you go.

Looking forward to getting to know you some more!

*edit - sorry I gave you a broken link there!

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Re: oh yaya

@PatchouliRose Hi there, just dropping by letting you know I'm reading and I do give a damn. Though I don't have too much to say at times, I'm a good listener,so im told.

Sorry things are difficult in your world right now. 💛💕

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@Maggie 🙂 Hello Maggie. 🙂 Things are actually a lot better for me now that I'm back on here. I woke up my husband freaking out about taking a trip to Walmart with one of our neighbors because he kept asking me questions about my Mother. He went to High School with her though and I have a tendency to overthink almost everything so... I'm sure that it was nothing. 🙂 I really like this site. It refreshing. It's not like the two other sites I've been too. Not to say that the people on them weren't supportive but that this one is I don't know simpler and easier to navigate. And am I supposed to @ someone when making a reply or... I'm not sure so you're @ed. 🙂 I ammuse myself and I used to be able to make a lot of people laugh when I was a teenager. 🙂 I'm extremely happy to have two toxic people out of my life. I mean I'm simply overjoyed, for real. 🙂 Can you post music videos on here??? I love animals and music! Among other things like helping people to have a good chuckle and laughing at myself because I'm an imperfect human being just like all people and I just I'm ecstatic right now. Two whole people plopped out of my life forever! I think, I know, that things are going to be really great for my small family from now on even though the climb will be a long one! Thanks @Maggie Thanks so much! 🙂

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@CheerBear Sorry so late on the reply. I did some shopping with one of the neighbors and I've not been able to sit still other than at my computer or phone all day! 🙂 Still I'm having a really great day now! Are there music threads on here? I think that maybe I already asked you that and I've had plenty of sleep but I'm a bit over-whelmed and delirious. It's okay though. I'll sleep good tonight. I may actually be going over to talk to the previously mentioned neighbor to just chill and he makes this awesome desert called crazybark. He and his husband have a dog too and I haven't really had much of a chance to hangout with her since she's been going through basic dog training. I need and want to read up on the rules and regulations of this place, SANE. I really like it here. 🙂 Okay Thanks @CheerBear and @Maggie I think you twos are great. 🙂

In response to: Re: oh yaya

Re: oh yaya

Hi again @PatchouliRose. I like your profile pic! Great to hear you're having a good day ☺ Is it night time where you are? It's just gone 10am for me here.


Here's a music thread that you may enjoy. You can also use the search function if you'd like, as there are others around. The Community guidelines are here too.

Great to hear you're enjoying it here ☺

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@PatchouliRose I'm glad you are having a good day, and got rid of two toxic relationships. Go you. A slow one here. I've been in the garden for a bit trying to dig weeds out of my lawn. I think I need to spray.!!!!!!

I love music also, and animals. A have a small dog chihuahua. She's beautiful. The pics of your dogs are great. Enjoy the rest of your day.💕🌺💕🌺

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Hello @PatchouliRose, , how has your day been today

Hello @Maggie, @CheerBear

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