Wondering aimlessly...

Hi everyone,

Found out this morning I have BPD. So my full diagnosis now i suppose is Anxiety, Depression, CPTSD & BPD. Finding this out has given me some closure as I understand BPD more then I do CPTSD. Had some problems with my partner tonight, just a small argument that really got me frazzled. At the moment im staying in a community mental health facility and I leave tomorrow to stay at his Grandmothers house. I'm feeling overwhelmed with everything i have to put in place when I get back to reality, quite scared about moving to stay at a new house for a while, nervous and shaky. I found myself aimlessly scrolling through facebooks news feed like everything was a blur. I'll be staying with my partner from tomorrow on and I'm not scared of him, he doesn't harm me, but im worried about his understanding of it all and the fact that his actions can trigger me. I can imagine it would be like walking on glass for him but I feel like where I have been over the past 4 weeks - Hospital wards/Community facility has been a bubble for me to heal mentally and i'm not quite ready to leave. Does anyone have any thoughts or experience on any of this?