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I feel very shaken up and uncomfortable. i am not sure what to believe ether. part of me says that this is just my head but then another quite strong part of me is saying that my treatment team have been lying to me this whole time and that they are actually all plotting to destroy me. i think they have also maybe put something inside me like a chip to control me and they are also using the meds to make me think they are trying to help when actually they arent. and also they have a demon watching me cause it wont go away and also there are people watching me and i feel like they are going to attack me it is hard to explain. but what should i do is this just my head? or is it not and should i try and get away from all of them so they cant find me? i am really scared right now and i dont know what to do or who to talk to or um it is hard to explain but i just really need some advice. thanks if you read this.
You are not bothering nor a burden. Can someone come support you there? While you are feeling like this?
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Unknown userMember
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Hi @Eden1919,
Sorry to see that youre stuggling in this way and that you're feeling out of options. Im sending you an email now. Sometimes an outsider can see pathways that might be hidden from the person sitting at the centre of the hard time. Keep reaching out and hang in there, there is much support around you here.
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
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I feel awful tonight i am really not coping at all. i dont know if i can make it another night or not i am trying so hard but i nearly did something last night and i dont know what to do anymore.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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You are taking the first step by reaching out here @Eden1919. Sitting here with you and listening
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
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@Zoe7 i was crying all night last night and things just keep getting worse i cant take this i really cant i dont really feel safe at all if i am honest.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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Do you need to call someone to talk about how unsafe you are feeling @Eden1919?
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
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@Zoe7 There is no one to call..... there is nothing left to hold onto i just want to go somewhere quiet and peaceful and make it all stop.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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I am really concerned for you tonight @Eden1919. I can sit here with you and listen if you want to tell me what is going on for you.
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
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@Zoe7 i am struggling with everything but also i have ruined everything and this is all my fault and the only way to make it stop is to be gone. i just cant take it anymore it hurts and i tried i really tried i am doing everything i am supposed to but nothing is working nothing and i just i cant do this.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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When you have felt like this in the past you have got through it @Eden1919. I know it is hard right now but you can get through this tonight too. Nights are especially hard for me and I know how hard they can be for you too. Are you able to have a shower and get some sleep?
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