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@Former-Member I'm going through a difficult time. There are moments when I am thinking some dark thoughts, times when I am more steady. During the dark times I am thinking of deleting my account. I don't really want to, please refuse my requests to delete my account. Hopefully this will stop in a few days as my mood normalizes.

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Hi @Lemonjuice,

Sounds like a really rough time. Sorry to hear things are so bad right now.

You have the numbers of support services to talk it through with if you need to yeah? Lifeline 13 11 14 etc. Reach out and talk if it helps.

I will mention your post in the handover notes for the next moderators.

Hang in there.

All the best

Joe The Lion

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@Lemonjuice. I hope your evening is more gentle than your day has been.
Thinking of you.

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@utopia I'm ok. Stuff got stirred up during my last session with my counsellor...I am hormonal...my 83 year old mum had a fall and my nephew blamed me for that...I haven't been sleeping well, so nights are the worst. I start thinking and before long, I want to be dead.

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That's a lot of hard things to deal with all at once @Lemonjuice. No wonder you've been struggling.
How is your mum today? Is she okay?
Do you have any meds for sleep or any techniques that can help you sleep?

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@utopia My mum's ok. She went downstairs to throw something in the bin but she didn't tell me. I need to be careful with her cause she has severe osteoporosis and neuropathy from diabetes...she loses her balance. I realised she had gone outside and called her. She turned around, looked up, took two steps and her foot got tangled in the grass and down she went, face first...luckily in long thick grass. The main injury was to the ridge of her nose where her glasses pressed into her skin...that and her dignity. Anyway, apart from looking like she did a round with Rocky, she doing really well today.

As for sleep, it will improve on it's own in a few days...hate tablets.

Thanks for caring.

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Glad your mum is okay - apart from racoon eyes @Lemonjuice.
Any time.

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Hi @Lemonjuice I just came across your story. I wanted to say that is very insightful of you to point out to the moderators not to let you delete your account. I see you are going through some difficult times. It must be quite wearying trying to take care of your own needs as well as your mothers. Just remember, at any givn time, we are all doing the best we can in that moment. Take care of yourself

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Hi @Lemonjuice

I'm glad you are keeping your account - I know you have a hard time with your mother - that she is not an easy person to deal with - and I get it

Having her fall like that - not your fault btw - whatever your nephew says - he wasn't there to see I think

I know your life is a struggle and a burden to you - we care about your here - nothing much we can do but support you - and let you know

Sending best thoughts

Dec

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@Owlunar It wasn't my fault, I know it, but my nephew has his own issues, he is a deeply wounded individual and I'm his verbal punching bag. At some point he has got to realize I won't reject him, no matter what.

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@Sans911 Thanks.
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