I had a very stressful day, & nite, Hanna my oldest cat 24yrs old, is wetting herself daily. I tried to clean her up, & I could not clip her properly, as I had left her go while sick with the Virus, & my other health, & grief issues. Her coat is so matted in places that it's near impossible to clip her. I ended up taking some fur off down to her skin, so I stopped. She had jumped off the ware she sleeps onto the floor, & into a puddle of dog mess in the laundry, & had dog poo, & dog wee stuck in her fur, when I found her, yesterday. I could not completely clean her. She was all warn out & I was so upset, I thought that she may die. On top of that, other stressful things kept happening all day one thing after another. I tried to rest, but I ended up very depressed, & thinking all negatively. I could not go to sleep until nearly 5am this morning, I woke up at 7:30 am in agony, & needed pain meds. I had taken my meds at 4am, but had to take more at 7:30 am. It's 9:17 am now as I type to you @outlander I do not think that I will get better from what I have, unless GOD preforms a miracle in my body, this kind of damage is incurable. I am so tired all the time, I do not have the means to, nor the help, nor the finances to keep up properly with the simple things, let alone anything extra, anymore. I have no idea how I will go on like this for too much longer, seriously?
My Faith in ABBA Father, is my only sure thing that I have in abundance. I hope you do not mind me telling you this outlander?
I want to love life, I do not want to be a failure at living. The Flowers you gave me, may be just what I need. I will look at them today, when, & if, I get upset, & remember You, & Your Love, & friendship!
Thank you, I Love You!
Bella xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx & More!
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