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I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

Unknown userMember15 Apr 2018, 4:51 am AEST

I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

I have realised why I am like I am, I have had one traumatic life changing experience after another in my life. I looked in the mirror & went into shock as I didn't recognize myself. I have been running on near empty now for many years. The whole experience which led up to the Major life saving Spinal Surgery, which I had 15 month ago, has drained & frightened me so much that I am concerned about everything now. My family & any friends I ever had are distant, & have no sincere care or understanding for me, they do not care. I am all alone & not knowing what to do about anything, the nitmares, anxiety attackes, & feelings of not coping, can be crippling? Can you understand & relate to what I have shared, & would you like to help in some way, by sharing anything that I can use too, that will help?

Thank you,

Bella

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Unknown userMember24 June 2018, 9:22 pm AEST

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@outlander
I better go now it's been fun playing with you, thanx for being a good sport! I needed to have some fun, too much pain, & stress for too many years. I will finish your sketch, & no minions in it promise. I've Minionized you to the limit tonite!
Love & Hugs!
Silly Bella! XO 🙂

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outlanderSenior Contributor24 June 2018, 9:23 pm AEST

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Keep an eye out for the gif @Former-Member i think youll like it when you imagine that was me

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outlanderSenior Contributor24 June 2018, 9:24 pm AEST

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And good night sleep well @Former-Member
Its been good chatting wirh you

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Unknown userMember24 June 2018, 9:27 pm AEST

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@outlander

See u 2 morro Zorro!

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outlanderSenior Contributor24 June 2018, 9:30 pm AEST

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Lol
That is actually a good movie @Former-Member
Goodnight

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outlanderSenior Contributor26 June 2018, 8:31 pm AEST

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How are you going tonight? @Former-Member

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Unknown userMember26 June 2018, 8:44 pm AEST

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@outlander
Hi my darling friend!
I am in serious pain, it's hurting me bad. I really did not want to tell you, but since you have come to my thread, I have.
I slept for a long time today, it was so nice. I baked another, Choc Fudge Brownie. I will bake the Caramel mud cake next time I bake. I think I may have caused my damaged hand, knees, & lower back/spine, to get inflamed. I played ball with Ruby today, & I over did it, as Ruby was having so much fun. I love her to have fun with me, as she adores me, & I adore her too. I just forgot for that time. I am so fed up with having all this damage in my body, its depressing me. I will deal with it, so don't you worry, I am just being truthful!
Love U!

Bella XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX! & more 🙂

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outlanderSenior Contributor26 June 2018, 8:53 pm AEST

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Hello miss @Former-Member
Y'know i have like a 6th sense. Sometimes i can pick up when something wrong if im close enough to them.

If I didn't want to know i wouldnt have asked. If you need help you know you can tag me, i don't mind.

Ohh noo not the brownies! They are ao addictive, you gunna start eating them lik pringles chips! ( one you pop em you cant stop em!)

Aww im glad you played wirh ruby im sure she really loved it too. Yes unfortunately we can over do things. I often forget with my hand atm too.
Maybe a hot shower, reg dose of meds and heat packs will help. Get on top before it gets worse sort of thing.

Hugs but gentle ones so it doesnt cause pain ❤

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Unknown userMember27 June 2018, 11:00 am AEST

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@outlander

Good Morning My Darling!

Stupid dumb LT, went dead last nite after I sent the message to you. I was in a bad way, so I just went to bed, to try & sleep it off. I took a sleeping med before you wrote to me, so I was on the way out anyway! Duh!!

I love your message I just read it, you made me smile, you are funny, I love you! 🙂

Yes, you are not wrong about the wicked Brownies, they are my best meds now. I ate one for breaky not too long ago. It's 10:33AM atm, I only eat Brownies now, I like them better than other sweets. Its shopping day today @ Coles Online, I will try the Strawberry Cake, you recomended it looks yum.

You & I are on, Cake Theropy at the moment, it's working for me, as long as I don't start eating other sweets. I should be ok with one Cake, per week. 😛

Back to rain, & cold again, so will go do my Online shopping soon, then I will come back to SF to see if you are here.

I hope you are ok today, I am much better today, just a little bit sore. I will have to remember that I am a ship wreak, next time I start to play ball with Ruby, & not get so into it, bummer, hey?

Who knows, I may heal one day!!, huh, miracles happen. I know my Surgery was a miracle. Really, when I think about it all, what I went through before the Surgery was far worse than what I am going through now. Now is a mixture of, pain, impatience, frustration, mood swings, mixed in with complex mixed up dreams, that cause the depression. WOW what a combination!! No wonder I love Brownies!

Ok, enough of my winging, I will go Shop, & do some Sketching, then come back later to talk to you, ok.

Love U!

Bella Loves Outlander!

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX & More!

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outlanderSenior Contributor27 June 2018, 11:07 am AEST

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Brownies are good @Former-Member just dont eat too many of them.
Its alright you can login/logout whenever you feel like it. Im glad your feeling better today and not in so much pain.
Its on and off rain here. Mostly just showers though. The sun keeps trying to peak through the clouds at least
Im ok i guess just anxious and brain in overload mode.

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