I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

Thank you @JoeTheLion but i think @Former-Member needs the support more than i do.

Taking a break is perfectly fine Bella but dont leave. Stay here and going of the ct thread theres alot more than just me that care about you.

@outlander
I love you, & miss you a lot! 😞
Love & Hugs!
Bella xxxooo & more! 🙂

i am awake now if you want to talk. Im a night owl lol
how are you going ? @Former-Member

@outlander
Hi, I have been watching a good movie on TV here its just finishing now. I opened my LT to see if I had any messages in SF. I am happy you wrote to me, as I stepped back so you could spend time with a new member that cares about you, & I have been very sick with the Flu, & all the rotten body pain.
My little precious Esther ( Pomeranian)
has been seriously unwell. I had to get the local Vet to make a home visit this morning, as Esther had her face. & neck swell up so big yesterday. I thought she may die. The Vet has put her on strong Antibiotics for 1 week. She has a Hugh infected lump in her lymph nodes & it is starting to open up today. The Vet told me to bath her neck, gentle pushing against the swollen area until the infection starts to come out. Esther can not eat much with her face & neck all puffed up.
I made her chicken broth & boiled chick cut up in tiny little pieces & she eats what she can of it wen she wants it, & she drink fresh water, then lies down & rests. I have haven't slept properly for 2 days now only getting short little sleeps, as my stress level was so high from all everything. I am coming down from it slowly now, that I know Esther doesn't have Cancer.
I think the Flu is easing off now. I have been sick with the Flu for over 3 weeks.
How are you going @outlander? 🙂

Aww hope you feel better soon @Former-Member the lurgy is horrible.
Oh your poor little dog. She must be feeling quite horrible and sore too. Ita going to be very gross when that opens up. Lots of towels and gloves.
Hoping you can start to get some decent rest soon esp when your sick.
Make sure you take care of yourself too.
I stayed away because i thought you needed space but thought id check in and see how you were doing.
Im ok just more flat and lackluster.

Also theres always room in my heart to keep my friends here even with new members. I dont replace people ⛤

@outlander
Maybe I got over sensitive to other while I have been so sick with this Flu as it has been shocking, not like having a cold 100% worse. I had the Flu shot, & caught to Flu same week. I thought I was loosing my sanity, it made me so disorientated, & forgetful, all my body pain much worse that it usually is. I was thinking that I would not be able to cope at one stage 😞
I was seriously concerned. No wonder the Flu can k..l some people that are frail or unwell, I am over the worse of it. I have taken so many vitamins & Ensure vitamin food drink. Its expensive but it works & it tastes nice. I don't eat much normally & I was wasting away, if you know what I mean. I am going to get some help with my lower back damage/pain in over 1 week. I need my spine put back into alignment.
How is your chronic pain going?

Thats really horribe @Former-Member im glad your over the worst of it. Flus are serious esp with lowered immune systems young or elderly. Many end up in hospital with it.
Im glad your getting some help for your spine too. Hopefully itll ease the pain. Not sure if youve had chiro (or if your using that) it makes you sore for a day or 2 so have some heatpacks. They work a treat.

Mines alrights flares then settles.just the usual stuff. Had constant headaches and migraines for nearly a week because of my neck flaring up but its settled now. Thanks for asking/remembering