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I cry all the time

TukiTCasual Contributor02 Apr 2018, 10:46 am AEST

I cry all the time

I want to be happy. Everyone thinks my life is so perfect but I’m unhappy and I don’t want to show it.
Every time I look in the mirror I can feel my eyes start to fill up. I cry a lot when I’m alone and I know I just need to grow up and get over it but I just can’t.
So many little things make me cry and it’s so stupid.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me.
I always hurt myself by the people I care about.
Maybe it’s because I care too much.
But I get so ducking hurt all the fing time and I just want it to stop before I do something I would regret if I could
And sometimes, I’m that insecure and I can’t notice when someone’s trying to help me or trying to take care of me or do something for me.
I know me better than anyone and I hate myself
Writing calms me down.
I just want to be happy.
No one likes a sad girl.
But most girls are sad , just some are better at hiding it than others.
I just want to stop crying all the time and the pain just won’t go away

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NikNikSenior Contributor04 Apr 2018, 12:15 pm AEST

Re: I cry all the time

Hi @TukiT

Welcome to the Forums. I'm really glad you reached out here to this community.

You mentioned you like writing - did getting that out onto the screen help?

You have articulated so well, the experience that many others here go through regularly.

It sounds like you don't let many people in and share what's going on - it must be really tough to hold so much in.

Do you see any form of health care professional for your wellbeing?

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AppleblossomSenior Contributor04 Apr 2018, 12:27 pm AEST

Re: I cry all the time

@TukiTOften life is sad. You sound very sensitive. Writing helps me too.

I cried for a long time, but eventually it stopped and I was less embarrassed socially.

There are lots of people in Forumland who can relate with similar feelings or are just great people to talk to about life.

@outlander @Bella

@Zoe7 @utopia @Owlunar

are just a few.

You can also join in the general chat threads and start to get to know people.

Take care

Apple

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outlanderSenior Contributor04 Apr 2018, 12:43 pm AEST

Re: I cry all the time

Hi @TukiT and welcome

Well done on reaching out for some extra support as thats not easy to do. Just because everyone thinks you have a perfect life doesnt mean you cant have hard time or mh issue. I dont like the term 'grow up' our lives are mire complicated than simply getting over it and growing up.

Can i ask if theres anything in particular reason your upset more than usual ie this time of yr?

Have you got some supports like your gp, a psychologist? ( if your in school a teacher?) Or would you consider seeking some more supports?

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OwlunarSenior Contributor04 Apr 2018, 1:05 pm AEST

Re: I cry all the time

Hi @TukiT

@TukiTwrote:

But most girls are sad , just some are better at hiding it than others.

I have to go out in a few minutes but I want to answer just a little of what you wrote

Most girls are sad - that is often true - and so many women as well - and I have lots of ideas about that

From childhood girls are treated differently to boys - and get to have poor opinions of themselves

There are plenty of sad people here to trust - to share with - and some of them are guys

You are not alone - I will catch up with you later

Dec

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utopiaSenior Contributor04 Apr 2018, 5:28 pm AEST

Re: I cry all the time

@tukiK.
I can relate to what you wrote. Feeling so teary. (Although I feel it - often I can't cry).
I'm glad you find writing things down helpful.
Like the others, I wonder if you have any mental health support in place. Because it is so hard trying to cope on your own.
Feel free to write anything you need to get off your chest here - how you are feeling, what happened today or in the past, your hopes for the future, negative thoughts. Whatever it is, there are people here who will truly understand. And we don't make judgements here. It is a safe place to express yourself or ask for help.
Welcome.

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outlanderSenior Contributor09 Apr 2018, 10:23 pm AEST

Re: I cry all the time

hi @TukiT im wondering how your going since your first post?

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