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BabyDragon's Den

Unknown userMember29 Mar 2018, 1:37 pm AEDT

BabyDragon's Den

Hello, @Bunniekins, @Former-Member, @Snowie, @Former-Member, @Former-Member, @Faith-and-Hope, @Zoe7, @Former-Member, @OhanaSystem, @Jojo2, @Former-Member, @soul, @Appleblossom, @Shaz51, @outlander, @Former-Member, @Mazarita, @eth, @CheerBear, @Adge, @MDT, @Sophia1, @Silenus, @eudemonism, @TAB, @KobeCat and anyone else who pops by.

This is my special space and for now i will only talk here while i make myself feel safe.

For those tagged, it is because I connected with you on my previous profile. It is still going through the phase of being permenantly deactivated.

If you realise who I am or even if you dont, please do not mention my previous name for the sake of my sense of safety.

I am not up to talking about the specifics of my reason for changing but the basics are I felt I was in danger.

Anyway I will be sticking to just this thread till I feel okay to re-engage in others.

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OhanaSystemSenior Contributor31 Mar 2018, 8:37 pm AEDT

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i hear you. i do the same thing. i think it's because we're taught by the world that family are the closest bond -- there's that old saying of blood being thicker than water that gets smooshed into our heads, even though actually the saying is longer than we're taught and means the complete o=pposite!

still, the world reiterates over ad over that family are most trustworthy, that family will always have our backs. in some families that really is true, but not in all, and those of us in the families where it isn't, we still want to believe it so bad we make decisions against our better judgement sometimes in desperate hope.

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Unknown userMember31 Mar 2018, 8:44 pm AEDT

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@Bunniekins I just want it all to end I cant handle the pain, grief and disappointment or this feeling of failure anymore.
I protected my siblings as best I could from what I had to endure I hide behind a mask because everybody perceives me as strong but I'm not. I'm breaking down so rapidly, emotions are over taking and the weaknesses show through but most people around me dont notice or blow it off as an over reaction
I cant do it anymore its easter night im suppose to enjoy tomorrow but all i want to do is disappear

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Unknown userMember31 Mar 2018, 8:58 pm AEDT

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@OhanaSystem I tried so hard to keep my brothers and sisters close now one of the has told another family member stuff about me which got passed on to someone who while helped create me also damaged me badly then tried to get rid of me I was only 3 when he first touched me and 5 when he was caught and i remember most of it vividly and i tried hard my whole life to forget but them all psychs do is help you bring it back up while he wasnt the only one who hurt me that way he was the first and the one who scares me the most he was suppose to go away for 25+ years but was out in 12. Now he want to get permission to travel to see a dying brother who disowned him the day he was caught and thanks to family he now knows where i live and a whole lot of other stuff and I wont find out till tuesday what the judges decision is and it is causing me a lot of torment. And even if he gets told no he has disappeared from authorities before he would do it again

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor31 Mar 2018, 9:02 pm AEDT

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@Former-Member I am so sorry to hear that you are in so much pain. Holidays are the hardest for many of us. A time when we are all meant to be happy, particularly with families and friends, and it is for many not that way at all. Just keep love in your heart, I can tell you are a lovely caring person and don't let negative people change that.

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor31 Mar 2018, 9:16 pm AEDT

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@Former-Member Good night BabyDragon. I hope you sleep well tonight and that you have a kind and caring day tomorrow. gp 🙂

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Unknown userMember31 Mar 2018, 9:43 pm AEDT

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Night @Bunniekins thankyou I hope you have a good day tomorrow too

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Unknown userMember31 Mar 2018, 10:00 pm AEDT

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I have a light inside of me
It is a flickering little flame
It symbolises the good in my life
It use to represent so many things
But there is just 1
I scared to lose it
Because if I do
My little light
My little flame
Will be put out

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Unknown userMember31 Mar 2018, 10:10 pm AEDT

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Zoe7Senior Contributor31 Mar 2018, 10:15 pm AEDT

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Hey @Former-Member I am around if you want to chat

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor31 Mar 2018, 10:17 pm AEDT

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I will be here on and off @Former-Member.

Dinnertime prep here .....

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