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I'm self-destructing again. I'm functioning ok but I am increasingly thinking self-harm and suicide as only options. I'm furious with myself. I'm not studying, not losing weight, not going to the gym, don't have money to fix the car before pink slip runs out and a damn week more before I get to see my counsellor.
This is ridiculous. I don't even have the right to end things. I'm exhausted, everyone is making demands and have expectations and I can't even fulfill my own needs let alone other people's. And on top, I have alters nagging me constantly. One wants to go fishing, smoke, but I have things to do and don't smoke. I'm fighting everyone and everything. Just die already!
I've been trying ro get back to sleep too @Lemonjuice not working
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LemonjuiceSenior Contributor
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@Pepsimax I just had a peanut butter sandwich and tea and two panadols. Sometimes the panadols help take the edge off pains, tightmess, relaxes me enough to sleep. Maybe try that...decaf tea of course. Best of luck. I wish I could stay up...but I am getting sleepy now. Good luck.
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AppleblossomSenior Contributor
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@Lemonjuice I figured out the artist. Also known as Papa Dada. It is Francis Picabia, a French/Cuban.
His material varies, but here are 2 more I liked.
Cheers @Lemonjuice@Pepsimax@Bunniekins
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
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@Appleblossom Hey Appleblossom 🙂
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AppleblossomSenior Contributor
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Hey @Bunniekins
I am back from a very big sing.
I ordered a small salmon and the cook accidentally gave me double ... and did not charge for his mistake .. YUM.
I am utterly exhausted tho.
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
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@Appleblossom Sounds wonderfully healthy 🙂 and a great night all round 😄
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LemonjuiceSenior Contributor
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@Appleblossom THANKS! That artist is amazing! It's the first time I felt like this about artwork. I'm going to look him up.
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AppleblossomSenior Contributor
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I saved them about 10 months ago. @Lemonjuice Glad they resonate.
Some of his stuff is not as beautiful, but powerful images.
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