misstiramisuCasual Contributor
Not sure what to do anymore
I've been feeling depressed for a few months now and it only seems to be getting worse. I get angry with my (online) friends because I believe they won't make time for me, I feel lonely constantly, I'm anxious and I have these bad thoughts that I can't stop no matter what I do.
I'm a 24-year old woman diagnosed with an autism spectrum disorder who still lives at home. My mum has severe depression and my step-dad works all the time so I can't ask either of them to take me to see a psychologist. I don't have a phone either so I can't call a hotline.
I'm really scared I'll end up doing something terrible if I don't get the help I need.