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Jojo2Senior Contributor
I always feel like im i a nut shell ... fighting daily battles. Non stop. It never ends. I wish i could run away from it but i cant. Im so tired and worn out from life it self.
When will it ever end. I just cant see past it.
Is theRe anyone around to talk to. Feeling lost with my life
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Jojo2Senior Contributor
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Jojo2Senior Contributor
so about me . im only new here and finding the forums very friendly with most people. which is good.
i was brought up in a very demestic vilont home from when i was a baby till i was 12 and then from 12 i was sexually abused from 12 to 15. i have a fk up life. i hate my life . i didnt want to be here. in end i toot=k off by myself going of taking heavy drugs and drinking heaily. i was a mess. mum had n o idea where i was. i was a lost soul. and still am. at 14 i was dignonsed with CPTSD and agoraphobia and depression and anxiety. at the age of ,.....oh dont dont ......a fw years ago i get digonesed with BPD and then Cluster B personality disorder. which i dont agree with.
me life has been so hard. im a recovering alcoholic which i still stuggle with since coming the meds for it. its been hard the last fo=ew days. my aim is to come some off my meds to try and feel better. hopefully.
my life at the moment is up and down and im always trying to do the right thing but it just does seem to work.
i hear alters. i have 3 of them. i wont go into details there but there there and they anoy the shit out of me. they just take over my body and it seem s i have no control over it. its very hard,. it deal with.
atm......my is hard with 4 young kids and hubby not being most of the time. its hard to control my life and keep everything under control. i also have SI and SH going around in my head. which hurts deep.
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
hello @Jojo2, I was mentally abused when i was young , until mum and I finally left because i was sooo sick and skiny , we went to live with my aunty and uncle who had 4 children of their own and my cousin was living there too , we stayed there for 3 years and then moved again to my grandma `s house to look after her until her death when I was 16 and then one day my aunty and her 3 children turned up and moved in to live with us for 3 years
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outlanderSenior Contributor
@Jojo2
ive got quite a complex story too. iwas SA when younger as well and emotionally abused for yrs on end so cn understand some of the things your going through
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Jojo2Senior Contributor
Thanks @outlander@Shaz51@Faith-and-Hope
My life has been hard even now. I live in a dark hole that i cant seem to get myself out of. I never know what to do. Its so hard. I always feel giving up. And i come close sometimes. Even today i cant get out of bed. I just face the world. Everything is to hard
Hi @Zoe7 how are you today
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Jojo2Senior Contributor
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