My journey

Hey @Former-Member Have you moved yet Hon?

Hi. No. My landlord has given me an option to resign another lease though i don't know what to do.

Not too good this way. Had a huge argument with my mum & brother. I have fallen apart-AGAIN.

I was triggered regarding something that happened a while ago relating to my daughter. I just lost it.

Hope you are ok. I don't know what to do regarding living situation- i hate it but i could stay @Zoe7

Hi @Former-Member Checking in with you to see how you are. Have you made a decision about moving or not moving?

Hi. I haven’t resigned @Zoe7 delaying it tbh I haven’t thought it through but I will need to decide what I want to do.

Hope you are alright

I am ok @Former-Member - very sore still from my fall but it will be ok. My head has been all over the place this week - it has been a very up and down week - but I am trying to take each day as it comes and not look too far ahead - works some days but not others.

Have you decided whether to move house or not Hon - I know you were looking forward to a fresh start in a nicer area - is that still happening?

Are you ok? How did you fall? Was this today? I haven’t decided -that’s why I am delaying resigning. I can’t really afford a removalist and I just think I won’t get accepted anywhere else I don’t know why I think that might be from negative experiences and memories prior to this cause ledger is ok and rent is being paid

also just wanting to run away I guess and take off just feeling lost from everyone to be honest tonight

I will be ok @Former-Member - I fell backwards onto a pile of things in my garage - had xray and ct scan and luckily there is no break but they did show some issues with my spine in my lower back. I am beginning physio this wednesday and from there it will be able management - lots of degeneration which we can only manage moving forward. At the moment it is more comfortable for me when lying down - sitting and standing too long is painful - but I have meds to help.

It is a big deal moving Hon - even when it is to somewhere you really want to go - the pressure of getting everything packed and then unpacking takes time and energy. If you need to talk through your options then I am here for you @Former-Member

That’s not what you needed 😓

Everything seems to happen all at the same time. Hope you can get relief and rest

Thank you -I really don’t know.

This house has been a turning point and start over. I am grateful for my landlord giving us a roof over our heads -but yeah mixture of emotions with everything

I really don’t feel myself all the time

Sometimes we do need a change to be able to change our mindset also @Former-Member - maybe that change would be good for you.