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My journey

Unknown userMember21 Mar 2018, 6:19 pm AEDT

My journey

@Former-Member It's pretty hard when I do eventually open up
I remember what happened when I did prior then too a longgggg time ago. I was attacked!!! I am attacking everyone
Hence my song the other day on a music thread.

I don't expect responses and I don't feel left left out I have made it this far on my own and hid what i have been through repetively at times. It does not matter what I do when I don't talk about it I am doing something wrong when I do talk about it I am doing something wrong again

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Zoe7Senior Contributor25 Sept 2018, 9:24 pm AEST

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You have definitely made the right decision then @Former-Member I really hope you can start fresh in a new place. Are you still going to do your course next year?

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Unknown userMember25 Sept 2018, 9:28 pm AEST

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Me too regarding house @Zoe7 yeah definately, How are you going?

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Zoe7Senior Contributor25 Sept 2018, 9:36 pm AEST

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I am ok @Former-Member Have an appointment tomorrow with the psychologist that takes DBT I am doing - it is an extra appointment as my pdoc and GP are away for 3 weeks. I am a bit nervous about it but I know her a little already and that helps.

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Unknown userMember25 Sept 2018, 9:49 pm AEST

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When I was seeing my own we never went through that @Zoe7 not yet anyway I still have 17 sessions I think. It’s good you know her a bit. Last few days I’ve felt pretty deflated have cried a bit at church and have lashed out when triggered again can’t remember most of it to be honest

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Zoe7Senior Contributor25 Sept 2018, 9:55 pm AEST

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Sounds like a tough few days @Former-Member - I hope knowing that you are going to move helps you face things now. You need a fresh start Hon so glad you have made that decision

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Unknown userMember25 Sept 2018, 10:11 pm AEST

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Well facing & dealing with everything already last few years but yeah hoping I feel better @Zoe7 hoping I honestly survive it

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Zoe7Senior Contributor25 Sept 2018, 10:14 pm AEST

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Lean on us here when you need to Hon - we are sitting with you @Former-Member You can talk through what you need to and get the support you need Hon. You can do this - you have taken the first step in making the decision to move and that is huge. You have the strength to get through this - that I believe

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Unknown userMember25 Sept 2018, 10:29 pm AEST

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Everyone keeps saying that to me at church as well but I feel humiliated & numb with it all @Zoe7 just feel like a lost soul in the world everywhere we go with everyone, not the same person anymore

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Zoe7Senior Contributor25 Sept 2018, 10:31 pm AEST

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Slowly, slowly you can begin to re-build yourself Hon - and it is not a weakness to let people in and to help you with that - that is something I am learning too @Former-Member

I need to head to bed - have a big day tomorrow. I will check in with you tomorrow night. Hope you sleep well Hon - goodnight

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outlanderSenior Contributor25 Sept 2018, 10:32 pm AEST

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@Former-Member that is great news about being able to move. I bet thst time wont come doon enough though

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