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No one seems to understand

Eden1919Senior Contributor11 Mar 2018, 10:23 pm AEDT

No one seems to understand

I feel awful and really unstable and like i am about to fall off a cliff. but no one seems to understand how intense these feelings are. i am having nightmares every night and flashbacks and it is horrible and i am really not coping and i dont feel safe anywhere and i am scared that the people around me want to hurt me and that they arent who they say they are and i am very stressed and i really am not coping at all i am trying my best but i am not sure how much longer i can keep myself safe and i keep hearing weird things and i know there is a spirit following me and i want to cry and i dont feel good. i dont know what to do.

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In response to: No one seems to understand

QueenieSenior Contributor11 Mar 2018, 10:32 pm AEDT

Re: No one seems to understand

Hey @Eden1919. I wanted to thank you for replying to my posts tonight. You understand the turmoil and intense feelings I have right now.

I just wanted to let you know I can understand what is happening for you too. I get flashbacks of past bullying experiences quite regularly. I also get the paranoia and understand how you feel people around you might want to hurt you.

Unfortunately, I don't have any advice for you that instantly going to take these awful experiences for you. Do you have a psychiatrist that you see (I cannot remember)? Or a psychologist? I find someone impartial can be great to offload onto. Don't forget us all here, we're all here listening.

Most of all, be kind to yourself.

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Eden1919Senior Contributor11 Mar 2018, 10:54 pm AEDT

Re: No one seems to understand

@Queenie you are more than welcome and thank you for also replying to my post. i am seeing both my psychologist and psychiatrist soon but i am scared to talk to them i am scared that they will be annoyed and i am scared that i am out of options and i am scared that they too are part of the plot to hurt me. i really dont feel good and i dont know what to do i cant make it all stop and i am scared.

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