Hi @Jamc,
Did you manage to stay awake or did you nap?
@Sakurapuss it seems like your workplace is not very supportive of you. It's unfortunate that some workplaces do not understand nor sympathise with people who have a MI. I wonder if it is possible to get some support from elsewhere? Do you have people in your life that you can turn for support? If not, the forums are a great place. Quite often, there will be people, or groups of people that don't offer the support we need. Perhaps they don't understand, or there's other stuff going on for them. But this doesn't mean that you are not worthy of empathy and compassion. It is possible to turn to other that may be in a better place to give what we need.