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catching up
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catching up
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hiddeniteSenior Contributor
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Hi my favorite man how are you after two trips to bunnings. I bet your blood pressure isn't great.
ive missed you today
wow thats a good price on doors I wanted to change all of mine but it was going to cost too much.
karenxx
ive missed you today
wow thats a good price on doors I wanted to change all of mine but it was going to cost too much.
karenxx
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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Hi my princess, I am too scared to check it, but I feel really dizzy, so I might not do much more today, I am just sorting the rubbish for the pick up day tomorrow and that will be it.
I have missed your u so much too, I don't have any internet when I leave the house, all I wanted to do is talk to you.
I could not pass it up at that price, even though it is too long, I will have to modify it to fit, but I am confide t I can do it 🙂
Yes the doors down in Dubbo start at $299 and go up to $600, wow too much for me, we only needed one door anyway so I am really happy.
What are you up to my princess?
I have missed your u so much too, I don't have any internet when I leave the house, all I wanted to do is talk to you.
I could not pass it up at that price, even though it is too long, I will have to modify it to fit, but I am confide t I can do it 🙂
Yes the doors down in Dubbo start at $299 and go up to $600, wow too much for me, we only needed one door anyway so I am really happy.
What are you up to my princess?
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hiddeniteSenior Contributor
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We didn't go to the house my parents went and we got a day at home just to ourselves.
Mum and dad went and burnt all the bark and stick around the property. It was nice of them to do that.
How are you today? Im still so worried about you.
karenxxx
Mum and dad went and burnt all the bark and stick around the property. It was nice of them to do that.
How are you today? Im still so worried about you.
karenxxx
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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That is so nice of them, I am so glad they are starting to care about you, sounds like the yard will be nice again.
I bet you and the girls are enjoying the place to yourselves.
I am shaking so bad Karen, so many people down their, and I feel unwell, I don't know if it is because of the BP or my lungs, I am coughing up blood again 😞 they feel like they have fluid in them, I am funding I have to put more effort into breathing, I am going to get it all checked out when I go to the doctors next, mum is making a list, I think I may have an infection from all the saw dust and asbestos I have been breathing In.
I hope you are having a lazy day today Karen, you need rest.
I bet you and the girls are enjoying the place to yourselves.
I am shaking so bad Karen, so many people down their, and I feel unwell, I don't know if it is because of the BP or my lungs, I am coughing up blood again 😞 they feel like they have fluid in them, I am funding I have to put more effort into breathing, I am going to get it all checked out when I go to the doctors next, mum is making a list, I think I may have an infection from all the saw dust and asbestos I have been breathing In.
I hope you are having a lazy day today Karen, you need rest.
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hiddeniteSenior Contributor
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Im just lying down in my room I had a really bad night.
I took the girls to the shops but we didn't get anything just some bread.
the girls are having sushi for dinner its their favorite.
its so good to talk to you. Please jacques you should check your blood pressure. Have a rest for a while. Remember your breathing.
I took the girls to the shops but we didn't get anything just some bread.
the girls are having sushi for dinner its their favorite.
its so good to talk to you. Please jacques you should check your blood pressure. Have a rest for a while. Remember your breathing.
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hiddeniteSenior Contributor
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Oh jacques please take care I really don't like the sound of those symptoms. Please don't wait to see your doctor promise me you'll go on Tuesday.
Your mum would be devastated if anything happened to you , so would I.
hugs
karenxxx
Your mum would be devastated if anything happened to you , so would I.
hugs
karenxxx
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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Oh my angel, I am so sorry you had a bad night, not more night terrors was it? I am glad you are resting.
Oh well shopping is not about buying things all the time.
Sushi, gosh they are two lucky little girls, they seem like they are well cultured, hope you all enjoy it, do you and the girls use chop sticks?
It is so nice to speak to you, I am missing you so much.
I am almost done, only another hour or less to go.
I have made a point of everyone I think of you I take 3 deep breaths, it seems to work for me. You help me calm down, you make me feel safe.
I wish I could just hold you in my arms 🙂
Oh well shopping is not about buying things all the time.
Sushi, gosh they are two lucky little girls, they seem like they are well cultured, hope you all enjoy it, do you and the girls use chop sticks?
It is so nice to speak to you, I am missing you so much.
I am almost done, only another hour or less to go.
I have made a point of everyone I think of you I take 3 deep breaths, it seems to work for me. You help me calm down, you make me feel safe.
I wish I could just hold you in my arms 🙂
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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We are keeping a really close eye on me Karen, mum is checking my BP every day, I have been coughing up blood for a few years now, so it is nothing too serious.
I have abused my body for so long Karen, remember before I met you I had nothing to live for, and treated my body as such, I am paying the price now.
Mum would be ok if I was not here, but I don't want to leave you, we need each other.
I will make sure any sign of I'll health and I will go to the doctors.
I have abused my body for so long Karen, remember before I met you I had nothing to live for, and treated my body as such, I am paying the price now.
Mum would be ok if I was not here, but I don't want to leave you, we need each other.
I will make sure any sign of I'll health and I will go to the doctors.
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hiddeniteSenior Contributor
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Yes the girls use chop sticks they are really good at it.
Sorry I dozed off im so exhausted all the time. Yes night terrors are awful. Waking up not knowing whats true getting so confused and then there's the panic attacks.
Whats for dinner j are you cooking?
Sorry I dozed off im so exhausted all the time. Yes night terrors are awful. Waking up not knowing whats true getting so confused and then there's the panic attacks.
Whats for dinner j are you cooking?
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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Wow, smart girls, can you use them 🙂 ? i can use them, i am ok, not great, i used to use them when i went out for chinese, i love chinese food.
It is ok my princess, you need rest badly, oh no Karen, i wish you would not have those memories anymore, i wish i could be their with you of a night to help you come back to the present, and help you clam down. i suppose you would get scared if i was with you, please don't feel bad about them, i get night terrors too sometimes, i know how scary and confusing they can be, most of my night terrors are of being taken away from mum, i know it is silly, but it really scares me.
Try to be gentle with yourself, i worry about you so much, i suppose loving someone does that to you, i care about you more than anything in the world.
I have just had a nice shower and am enjoying time with my pretty girl 🙂 tonight is chicken and mayo toasted sandwiches, mum and i had a big lunch so we are havign a light dinner. yes i am cooking dinner 😄
Enjoy your sushi, please have some for me 😄
Love you my perfect princess.
Jacques 
