catching up

Karen, I promise I am not going anywhere, mum is watching my blood pressure every few hours, I promise I will not deteriorate or die, you mean too much to me.

Doctors are not open till Tuesday, but my blood pressure is already coming down, as I said all the stress I am under must have spiked my reading.

Karen, you mean the world to me, because of you I am now caring for myself, you give me a reason to live, my love for you is so strong I would do anything to keep going now.

Please don't be scared or worry, you are my special girls and I am not going anywhere, I promise 🙂

Hugs

Jacques x

Jacques its just very close to home. Now that I've found you I don't want to loose you especially when it could be prevented with medication.

Im glad you're mum is looking after you please listen to her.

Take care
karen

Hi @Decadian,

I know to take Dr google with a grain of salt, I was just look at no up the normal BP for adults, it came down this morning, but I had to go down the street to get some carpet cleaner and it has come back up again.

No where near as bad as last night though so I am happy.

Mum does not think it is worth while going to the doctors straight away, she has very high blood pressure and is monitoring me with her machine.

I am not dizzy today or have any side effects other than being hot, but I suppose house work will do that 😄

I am taking care of myself ladies, I am doing all I can, I will try to reduce my stress loads and drink less coffee 😞

Thank you all for caring so much, it means a great deal to me.

Hugs to you all 🙂

I know it does Karen, I am sorry to tell you, I was so scared last night, I had no one else to talk to about it.

I am keeping a close eye on it, mum is taking care of me, mum agrees with me we will keep an eye on it, if it does not go over 150 I will wait until I have to get my anxiety mess and get the doc to see what is up, otherwise if it spikes again I am going straight to the doctors.

Karen, I don't want anything to happen to me until I see you pretty face and smile, you make me want to live, I promise I will take care of myself, I am reducing my coffee intake and I am going to get back into exercise, all for you 🙂

Im glad you are taking this seriously jacques.

I am Karen, I never cared before Wether I lived or died, but having your love and support means so much to me I want to live. I am going to buy a treadmill in the next few weeks, I need to start walking again, I wish you where her so we could go for walks together 🙂

Im so glad you are fighting I love you too much to loose you now.

thank you Jacques
I am always here for you
karen