catching up

O hmy angel, that is terrible, i can't believe the staff have not seen this and put a stop to it, they must realise how uncomfortable you are. i just hope you get out on Saturday, my fingers and toes are crossed.

Yes you are right, it is just hard because i don't know why i am so scared, why i am so anxious, nothing has happened.

Karen thank you for telling me this, i am really going to try and acept it for what it is.

My angel my thoughts and wishes are with you, i wish i could do more to protect you.

Hi My angel,

i am worried about you, i know when you are quiet you are not doing well. I just want to say you are never alone, i am always with you, please join me in my sleeping bag. I know things seem like thye willn ever get any better, but you really do need to give it time, you are so busy all the time, you are exhausted.

I am here for you my angel, please don't push me away. i really miss you.

Jacques

Karen, my angel, i know how much you are hurting, i see it in every message, that is why it is so important not to push me away, you have the world on your shoulders and i want to help carry the world with you.

Karen, i know you will be on the way to classes, i really miss you, i hope today goes quickly for you, just 1 sleep to go, please don't let go of your dream of being in your 4X4, i know in the very near future you will be writing to me from it.

Karen please be kind to yourself. my thoughts are with you always. i really miss you

Jacques

OMG Karen,

Wow, i feel so special, what a list!!!!!!! i also do pretty good manacures and pedicures so mums pediatrician says

So My angel, today, well, i finished painting the TV cabinet, mum wants a new handle on it, so i have to find them in the shed, sigh, i don't know where i put them!!!!!!

I have machined all the wood down for the DVD cabinet, and had to put two pieces together, on on top of the other, so i used dowel rod to try to attach the two, so i am hoping it works. I have painted all the skirting board pure white. the room looks so nice now, for decades it had patches and plaster, and different colours to touch up the marks, it is so nice to see it all one colour with no marks.

i will try to take a photo when it is done if the moderators will allow it.

otherwise i have had to wait for paint and glue to dry, someone needs to make instant glue and paint so you don't have to wait.

Karen you have been in my thoughs, i miss you so much, your words always manage to put me at ease, talking to you i get a moment of not being scared, a moment of happyness. something no one else can give me, thank you Karen.

Well i hope the classes are going quickly, not long now my angel.