catching up

You see my angel, you made it till 10pm 🙂 get your night meds and chat to me until you go to sleep, i will keep you safe, just cuddle up to me Karen, you are not alone my friend.

Yes, you have a fire pit and everything ot enjoy the night sky, and you have the animals come up to 2 m from the glass doors of the cabins.

Haha, yes, i think from memory i gave it half the carrot and i was going to give the other half to the other Giraffe, i suppose it was not happy 🙂 but with such a beautiful face i could not get upset.

I know you love camping out, i know you would love it Karen. it is luxury camping 🙂

I am so happy that you have kept me company tonight Karen, i am so glad you decided to talk to me, sometimes when we are low we isolate, Karen, please always remember i am here for you, no matter how you are feeling, i am here for you 🙂

Karen, whenever these thoughts and feelings come up, please talk to me, i will do all i can to help.

Have you taken your night meds yet?

Haha, oh the joys of phones, keep chatting my angel, it will make the time go quicker 🙂

I know you are emotionally and physically exhausted, i can see it in your writing, it is too full on in their, all those people, i understand why you are struggling so much. i don't know how you have lasted this long in their, i would not last 1 day their.

I am so proud of you my angel, for being their and for reaching out when you where distressed.

Karen, any time my friend, you are too special to me to let you go.

I would love to sit with you till you go to sleep. please make all the noise you want, it is nice spending time with you my friend. 🙂

What can we chat about, hey you never said which animal you like?

Oh my angel, the good old monkeys, yes, they are so smart.

I know my angel, i imagine how tough it is in their for you, i know you like open space, please try to stay strong, you are too important to me to let you go, i love chatting ot you Karen, as i said please reach out to me if you are distressed, i will do all i can.

Oh yes my angel, you better get them on quick, you seem to drift off fast after your night meds. Have you been managing sleep of a night? all night? i still can't sleep. i think about you most nights while i am awake. you help me through most nights now.

Did i tell you how proud i am of you 🙂 remember to keep dreaming Karen, the dream does not need to be big, maybe dream of getting out of their, you will be out soon enough, i hope when you go home you tell me all you see outside. i would like that very much 🙂

Karen, is their a court yard their you can go out into? or can you open a window? some fresh air would do you good.

Oh my angel, i am sure it smells devine 🙂 i am so glad you are still here my friend, you seem to have a larger place in my heart every time we speak.

My angel, you being here is thanks enough, you are so sweet and kind, i know you would do the same for me.

Sleep now my angel, i will hold your hand tonight, you are safe.

Karen, you have helped me through some really tough times, it is so special to help you. you are worth my time and effort, you are a true friend.

Speak tomorrow, hugs my sweet princess.

Jacques