JacquesSenior Contributor
catching up
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catching up
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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Oh my angel, it must be so nice ot see the mountains from the window.
Haha, yes, my long legs could pose a problem, well maybe one day you can teach me anyway, i would like that 🙂
Good night my angel, thank you for tonight, i know you are struggling i hope it has helped a little bit.
I will be here for you tomorrow and every day, i will write to you every day, if you can't reply that is ok, just read the messages.
gentle hugs my princess, sending you well wishes, my heart, strength and courage go out to you, please use them to get you through.
Good night
Jacques
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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Hi my angel,
Just sending you well wishes and i have my fingers crossed everything goes well, i will be here if you want support, or just a friendly shoulder to cry on.
hugs my angel, you are so precious to me.
Jacques
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hiddeniteSenior Contributor
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Hi jacques im just about ready to leave I can't breathe and shaking like a leaf. I really don't want to go.
The girls were upset to. I feel so ashamed.
I hope you are doing a little better. You sound very low. I know you are struggling I wish there was some way to take your pain away.
gentle hugs
karen
The girls were upset to. I feel so ashamed.
I hope you are doing a little better. You sound very low. I know you are struggling I wish there was some way to take your pain away.
gentle hugs
karen
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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Oh my angel, my heart goes out to you, I wish I could be their to make you feel safe, feel cared for.
Karen, this is something you must do to get better, the SI and SH need to be dealt with, you can't go on with SI you know that, for things to get better in life you need this.
I am so sorry the girls where upset, it is such a sad situation for all of you, sometimes life is not fair.
Karen you have nothing to be ashamed of, you didn't ask for MI and you did not deserve to be abused all those years, now is the time to piece your life back together. Make things right for you and the girls.
I feel terrible Karen, I am sitting in a chair starring at the wall, I feel so numb, I have not spoken to mum in days, I feel so horrible doing this to her, but my anxiety rules my world, and my world is crumbling around me.
Good luck my angel, I am thinking of you and I hope this stay will give you the building blocks to work from.
Hugs my princess.
Jacques
Karen, this is something you must do to get better, the SI and SH need to be dealt with, you can't go on with SI you know that, for things to get better in life you need this.
I am so sorry the girls where upset, it is such a sad situation for all of you, sometimes life is not fair.
Karen you have nothing to be ashamed of, you didn't ask for MI and you did not deserve to be abused all those years, now is the time to piece your life back together. Make things right for you and the girls.
I feel terrible Karen, I am sitting in a chair starring at the wall, I feel so numb, I have not spoken to mum in days, I feel so horrible doing this to her, but my anxiety rules my world, and my world is crumbling around me.
Good luck my angel, I am thinking of you and I hope this stay will give you the building blocks to work from.
Hugs my princess.
Jacques
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hiddeniteSenior Contributor
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Hi jacques well im here anxiety is awful after having to relive some of the trauma.
im so sorry you are unable to talk to your mum.
maybe if you told her how you feel but reiterate that you are going to persevere while your aunt stays. At least then you've spoken about it.
im so sorry you are unable to talk to your mum.
maybe if you told her how you feel but reiterate that you are going to persevere while your aunt stays. At least then you've spoken about it.
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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I am sorry you are havign to go through it all again, it is so hard reliving it over and ove,r i know the pain of doing that.
Karen, i have completely shut down, i can't even look at mum, i am so low, i am going to try to sleep the rest of the day away now, i wish i did not have to put mu mthrough this time and time again, it is not fair for her.
i have done nothing all day but stair at the wall, i just want to curl up and well you know.
sorry my angel, i will try harder to be here for you.
hugs my angel, the first step is always hardest. i will be here for you tonight. sorry i am so low.
Jacques
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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Hi Karen,
I hope they are treating you well in the MHU my angel, how is it their? is it better then the public ones? i am sorry Karen, i am numb, and i can't think straight, if you would like to talk i am here.
gentle hugs Karen, my thoughts and well wishes are with you.
Jacques
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hiddeniteSenior Contributor
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Hi Jacques im struggling curled up in fetal position on the bed. All I can do is look at the floor and shake.
I want too go home this is too much.
Jacques what can I do for you. What has worked in the past. We need to find you a healthy and safe way to release your built up emotion. I hate to see you hurting. Please my friend take my hand and look into my eyes feel the emtions drain away.
Please stay safe
karen
I want too go home this is too much.
Jacques what can I do for you. What has worked in the past. We need to find you a healthy and safe way to release your built up emotion. I hate to see you hurting. Please my friend take my hand and look into my eyes feel the emtions drain away.
Please stay safe
karen
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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Oh Karen, i am so sorry, What can i do to help you get through this? breath Karen, deep breaths, do you have a window? please look out at the birds, imagine you are one of them, soaring across the sky.
I know my angel, hopefully you will be able to go home soon, i wish i could cry for you my angel, i know how scared and alone you must feel.
Karen, i am in uncharted territory, this has never happened to me before, i don't know what to do or expect, but i am doing terrible things to myself to cope with the trauma.
Karen, i wish i could hold you hands and look into you blue eyes, tell you we will both be ok, we just need to work together to get through this time in our lives.
Karen, i will stay safe, i am here for you, i am not going anywhere.
hugs my sweet princess
Jacques
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hiddeniteSenior Contributor
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Jacques we will work through this together. Anything I can do let me know.
I worry so much about you hurting yourself I wish I could help you stop.
I wish I provided you with enough support so you didn't feel the need to do that anymore.
I understand its long term. Its a wonder that your mum hasn't seen it. You must hide it really well.
Please stay safe
karen
I worry so much about you hurting yourself I wish I could help you stop.
I wish I provided you with enough support so you didn't feel the need to do that anymore.
I understand its long term. Its a wonder that your mum hasn't seen it. You must hide it really well.
Please stay safe
karen
