catching up

Oh my angel,

I think you are right, she is trying her best to make sure you break down so you can't leave her, one thing abusers can't handle is losing control, she is trying everything she can to break you, it is so sad to see her so desperate, and so sad to see the pressure you have been put under for no reason.

Oh my angel, you know i am going ot be here for you all day tomorrow to support you, anything i can do please ask, i will do anything, even some really bad jokes 😄 i know the anxiety will be building up already for you, please distract, do what you need to do to be safe.

i will give you everything possible to make you feel positive. you are awsome Karen, it is so easy to say i just wish i could get you to see how wonderful you are 🙂

it might be an idea my angel, to just do your own thing with your house and tell her as little as possible so their is no tension with her over what you are doing, it is so sad you can't share the experiance, but if it saves confrontation maybe this is the way to go.

I do the same Karen, i lay awake at night trying to imagine what you look like, my mind is going all over the place and i don't have a good imagination, but being such a big part of my life now i often wonder what you look like, what you are up to, how you are feeling.

Benny decided to buy a present for his Uncle Sam’s birthday, so with his older brother’s help he bought a present, gift wrapped it, and brought it over to his uncle. His uncle, knowing that Benny’s father manufactured apple juice, and seeing a wet spot on the bottom corner of the box, decided to have some fun with Benny by trying to guess what was in the box. “Hmm” said Uncle Sam, dipping his finger on the wet spot and taking a quick taste, “I’m going to guess it’s a case of apple juice.” “No” said Benny jumping up and down clearly enjoying the game. “Not apple juice?” Said Uncle Sam clearly surprised. After another quick taste and a brief pause he guessed again “is it apple cider?” “No,” said Benny practically squealing in excitement “IT’S A PUPPY!”

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Oh come on Karen, that was funny? 🙂

Oh my angel, you sure do, i picture you as a model, but that is not fair i know you are way prettier 🙂 to me it is not your looks Karen, it is your beautiful kind personality, we connect on so many levels.

it is a shame i am ugly, i am tall, over weight, and tanned from being outside so much, i am very cuddly though 🙂

oh my angel, you are pretty close, but the bottom half of my hair is shaven close and the top is long, i will try to find a photo of my haircut from the internet.

I so wish we could share a photo of ourselves. i would like to get to know you more 🙂 you aare the only person i have been this close too, i have never had a friend i have confided in, you are the first person who likes me for just being me, i am so thankful to you for that. you are my princess, my protector, my friend.