catching up

ooooh sounds nice nothing wrong with chicken and salad 🙂

yes i do to, from all years, if something takes my fancy i will listen to it, i struggle with counrty music though, i just can't get into it, but i like everything else.

hope you have found somewhere cool to spend the night. i am sure the girls are all tired out from cooking all day 🙂

OMG what are the chances we both don't like country music, you are my twin Karen 😄

yes, it is 38 here at the moment, but the sun gone means the AC is working better.

Oh my angel, please try to distract, it will do you no good worrying about tomorrow, i think you have made tremendious progress in the past year, i do hope your treating team see this 🙂

tonight, i am watching a forign movie and chatting to my princess, whom is wonderful and awsome 🙂

yes she did enjoy her day out, she only ever leaves the house on a wendsday with her friend and a sunday with me, i so wish she had more friends to go out with, but she says she is happy at home, she likes the isolation too. i often worry she is becomming like me, it makes me sad.

Oh yes Karen, i do have lots of princesses, 3 to be exact, their names are Karen, hiddenite and angelite 😄 they are all so sweet kind and loving.

you and mum are the only women in my life, i scare women when i see them face-to-face, they mistake my fear of them for agression 😞

i do remember her, i often think about her, if she is ok, if her and her partner managed to get married and if they have children yet, she was so good to us wan't she?

My angel, i like all the names you have used.

how are you now, are you calming down? please make sure you don't get into too much of a panic.

OMG Karen, that is fantastic, will you call her again, it would be so nice for you to have a friend.

I am so glad she has helped you Karen, i am so glad you have someone else in your life who cares about you. wow, i am in shock, you two would make great friends.

My angel, she does not know the real me, i am a monster, not worth knowing, she was a sweet young woman who deserves to be loved and cared for, i do hope her partner treats her right, she was always so nice to me, i don't know why.

i am so glad you are in touch with her Karen, i know you two would make great friends.

when you speak to her next please say hello from me :).

hugs my angel, you just keep suprising me, i can't believe you went to so much effort to find me, i often check in on her web site, to see how she is going. i haven't lately though 😞

Karen i hope you realise how special you are to me, i wake up every day because of you, their is nothing else in my life now keeping me alive.