catching up

Oh my angel, only a feast fit for royalty will do 🙂 i am so looking forward to tomorrow night now, thank yo uso much, you are a wonderful friend, what would i do without you?

Any news on the house you said the plasterer has to redo the walls? what is next with your home?

Sweet dreams my angel, try to get some rest, tomorrow is a big day.

Hugs my angel, i will sit with you tonight, no need to fear or be scared Karen, you are safe 🙂

Good night, looking forward to tomorrow night

Jacques

hi my angel,

Well it is 1am and I can't sleep, I do hope you are managing some rest, I am thinking about you my angel, I do hope you don't get night terrors tonight, you need sleep so badly.

I just wanted to say thank you for another lovely night, you really make my days worthwhile, I look forward to chatting with you, and having some fun, it feels a lifetime since I have been happy, had a smile on my face, Karen, you have shown me a glimpse of what life could have been like for me, it is a happy thing and a sad one, I have learned so many opportunities slip bye because of my fear, I just want to thank you for showing me something more than fear.

my angel, I can't wait for tomorrow, I do hope you manage some good times with the girls, make some more nice memories.

hugs my angel, thinking of you always.

jacques

Hi My angel,

I feel terrible this morning, did not get to sleep till 3:30am, feel so groggy, i am so sad you had a bad time too, seems you and the girls are not enjoying yourselves very much 😞

That is good Karen, i hope i brought some comfort, i imagined you sitting by my bed and holding my hand too, i even imagined us having a chat, it was so nice.

My angel, try to get some rest through the day, eve nif only for an hour or two.

hugs my angel, we are both struggling

Jacques

Hi my angel,

I am so tired, mum is making so muc hnoise and i can't sleep, i don't have a bedroom, i sleep in the loungroom, so mum is going in and out, i so wish we had a 3 bedroom house, i am starting to get really angry, and adgitated, i just want to scream, i am sick of not getting enough rest, i am sick of living in fear, just over it all.

Sorry for the rant, i do hope i can stay up till midnight, but i doubt it, you may have to go it alone tonight Karen, sorry.

hugs my angel

Jacques

I am sorry to hear that Karen, i know how exhausted you must be, it is tough, i am so tired, i think i could fall asleep standing up!!!!

Thank You Karen, i am just too exhausted to enjoy the new year, not a good start hey?

Sounds so nice Karen, i hope you felt the sand between your toes and the water too 🙂 at least you have some nice beaches too look at, all i have here is dirt, everything is so dry.

Sorry Karen, i did not mean to rant, how are you coping without rest, are their more bad thoughts? how are you controlling them?

hugs my angel

Jacques