My special place

No it's not easy hon @Bow Trying to do the right thing but have failed miserably.

Ligthing the firepit tonight sounds like a good idea, D will love that.

I'm sorry @Snowie 😢

want a cuppa?

@Bow 💗

A cuppa sounds great

Great ☕️

do you have much on over the weekend @Snowie

Wanna join us @Emelia8 ?

A few things @Bow

D is working over the weekend so no doubt taking her and picking her up from work.

Other then that not a lot, just be at home.

Have you got much planned @Bow ?

@Emelia8 @Eve7 💕💕

I have an appointment with my dietitian tomorrow @Snowie i should prepare for her disappointed in me now 😞 haven't done what she said.

You are trying your best @Bow That is all you can do hon.

I haven't been doing what I told my psych I would do. Sometimes it is just too hard.

Thanks @Bow for invite to join you and @Snowie 🙏

But no, I wont. I'm trying to book a counselling session with Sane.

Feels like a bit of a waste sometimes @Snowie .... going and not having stuck to what I agreed to do. I've started back using a very unhealthy and dangerous ED behaviour. And another one has just got worse. At least I am still eating I guess.

You are still eating @Bow and that is the main point.

I am sure your dietician will understand.

Sometimes doing what they ask is extremely hard. It is not as if we don't try. I try my hardest but sometimes it just doesn't help. MY sh just gets the better of me and I fall back into those behaviours.