My special place

ohhh yummy @Eve7 Carrot cake. I am waiting for my bananas to ripen to make some banana bread.

We can have a pj afternoon hon!! Yes I have seen a few people in their pj's at the supermarket before, not that I would do that 😄😄

I think I might be in bed early tonight. I am finding it hard to even follow my rules and sp.

I wouldn’t wear my pjs to the supermarket either @Snowie

I’m struggling with my thoughts and sp too. Haven’t done well today at all so the sooner I go to bed the safer I’ll be.

Sorry you’re finding it hard hon, guess it’s just one of those days. Might order Thai for dinner as it’s payday!

Can I come sit with you @Eve7 @Snowie not doing ok. Day is just getting harder.

I'm sorry you are struggling with your thoughts and sp too hon @Eve7 . Can concur with the sooner I go to bed the safer I will be. I know I have made some stupid decisions today and I have to deal with them, but things just seem to go from bad to worse. Perhaps sleeping for the whole of the lockdown would help!

Still have to organise dinner for the family. I have some pasta and garlic bread I will cook up, nice and easy. Thai sounds yummy for tea. Take away sounds like a good idea. H and my favourite take away is Thai. There is a restaurant we love going too, but cannot at the moment becuase of lockdown and too far away to order take away from.

Oh @Bow, I'm sorry that you're having an increasingly hard day today. Sending you lots of care. Is there anything we can do here to support you in this time?

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Of course you can sit with me and @Eve7

No need to ask @Bow , you are always welcome.

Hopefully the day will be over soon.

Yes of course @Bow

It’s good to have your company here. I’m sorry about your day.

We can keep each other safe for a while. Let’s hope tomorrow is better. @Snowie @Former-Member

My anxiety is really bad at the moment and I am wrestling with a lot of ED thoughts. I want to cry. I really do, but I don't want my folks to see me like this so am hiding my my d room while she plays with the Lego.
I want the day to be over cause I am scared about how I will cope as the day progresses.
I had a phone call from my new psychologist, I will see her face to face next week and then Telehealth from there. She asked if I was safe today, I should of been honest with her but it was the first time I had ever spoken to her. I just couldn't.

@Bow I can understand not telling your psych the truth, especially when you are just talking to her for the first time. I am glad you get the opportunity to see her face to face next week.

Stay here with myself and @Eve7 hon. We can keep each other safe and get through the next few hours together.

Can you help d make something with the LEGO @Bow ? It can help keep your hands busy.

I’m so sorry it’s such a hard day 💜🦋💜🤗💜

you are a beautiful person and a great mother.