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My special place

SnowieSenior Contributor15 Feb 2018, 9:51 am AEDT

My special place

Well yesterday certainly threw everything off track. But thanks to some very thoughtful and kind people I was able to get threw it and continue.

I cannot say a lot about what happened as I am sure you all understand but need this support in place.

Things WILL be ok, just a lot to work out.

Psych visit yesterday sorted out some of the things and more things will be happening early next week.

I am sorry if I put anyone through any despair, but unfortunately what happened yesterday morning had to be done.

Thank you all for your continued support.

@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Bubbles3@Bunniekins@Shaz51@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Zoe7@Queenie@Former-Member

Brain still not functioning anyone so sorry if I missed anyone

for @Phoenix_Rising as I know how much you don't like love hearts!!!

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SnowieSenior Contributor12 Aug 2021, 7:06 pm AEST

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Cuppa sounds great @Eve7

Meant to have ECT tomorrow but not sure if I will go. At the 'does it really help me' stage.

How are you going this evening?

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Eve7Senior Contributor12 Aug 2021, 7:14 pm AEST

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Maybe finish this course then decide @Snowie That’s what I Did and pdoc agreed. Today when I had the anaesthetic I started to think that does me more good than ECT did. I like that “floating away” feeling.

I’m groggy tonight and trying to decide whether or not to take my night meds.

Cuppa is ready...we’re walking this road together. 💜💛

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SnowieSenior Contributor12 Aug 2021, 7:23 pm AEST

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I like that 'floating away' feeling too. Sometimes I feel like it is the only time during the week where I can switch off and not worry about anything for an hour @Eve7

Have to pick D up from work soon so will take my meds once I have done that.

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Eve7Senior Contributor12 Aug 2021, 7:45 pm AEST

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I'll say good night @Snowie Have a safe trip in to collect D.

💖

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SnowieSenior Contributor13 Aug 2021, 4:53 pm AEST

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Went and had ECT this morning.

Again they asked me if I had any SH or SI thoughts.

The way they said it made me just say no. Instead of saying "have you got any sh or si thoughts" the lady said "you haven't got any sh or si thoughts have you" To me that is a huge difference in how someone is asking that. I saved them the trouble and just said no to everything.

Sorry, just needed a rant. No responses needed.

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor13 Aug 2021, 5:46 pm AEST

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Grrrr @Snowie so unprofessional. I'm sorry sweetheart 😔

Hugs and lots and lots of love. Can you put your feet up tonight?

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SnowieSenior Contributor13 Aug 2021, 5:52 pm AEST

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Thanks @Anastasia

I was going to try and be honest with them but after that I just said what they wanted me to say.

Going out for tea tonight. It is a friends birthday. I don't really want to go but have to go with H, he already told them that we are going. I am hoping it is not a late night.

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor13 Aug 2021, 6:56 pm AEST