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Hugs and sitting with you @Snowie ❤❤ needing a little Izzy xxx

Hello @Former-Member 😀🥰🐱🐈

Just had a call from my psych to check up on me after yesterdays hard session.

Told her what I have done to myself since the appointment yesterday. She is concerned about my safety but I tried to convince her that I was safe enough. Hopefully she doesn't call for a check in on me. I wouldn't be able to cope with all the questions from H if that happened. Trying to use my SP but it seems to not be working. Resorted to my sensory box now. If that doesn't help then I don't know what I will do.

Sorry for the rant. I don't expect replies. I just needed to get some things out of my mind.

I’m eating a mini cornetto @Snowie and there’s one left in the box if you want it.

Sitting with you 💜💜💜

That sounds yummy @Eve7 but don't think I could stomach anything. What I really want to do is take more prn and sleep, but I have to pick the kids up from school and shouldn't take anything else.

I really don't like welfare checks, just wasting someones time and energy.

How are you going today?

I bought them from Aldi @Snowie so maybe one day we could share a “cornetto day” together.

I had ECT this morning, the last for a while so hopefully will feel better soon.

Might contact the griefline as I was stirred up by the topic last night and still yuk. I don’t like welfare checks either so have to be careful what I tell my supports.

We have leftover spaghetti bol for tonight so at least I won’t need to cook.

Just watching the Olympic skateboarding.

Can you take prn after you get the kids?

I told my psych the truth, just left out some details. I know she would only do a welfare check for my benefit but I especially dislike them when H and the kids are around. Plus I feel like others have it worse and that I am just taking up much needed resources for others.

I know she is only concerned for me, which I guess is nice to know that someone cares.

Watching the Olympics too, not much else on tv.

Please contact the grief line if you need to hon @Eve7 I so much wanted to be a part of the topic last night but don't think I would have coped with it.

I have taken some prn already but will probably have more when I get home. My SP is of no use and either is my coping box.

Sorry, rambling again.

Back later @Eve7

Got to go up the street and then pick the kids up.

Will come back later.

Thanks for listening 💕

Drive safely and talk soon @Snowie you are a great support to many and it’s a privilege to be here with you.

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@Eve7 🌷🌻💞