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Going to see a psychologist tomorrow with H. This is not my suggestion but something that he wants me to do. I have never seen this psych before so I don't think I will be able to open up to them.

I really don't know what he expects from me and I really don't want to do this. It is very anxiety provoking and have to take more meds just to try and make myself sleep tonight.

I can see this not ending well. Just another thing to add to the s**t pille at the moment. Another thing to worry about.

Oh @Snowie that is a lot to deal with. What does H expect to get out of this? (if you know) It seems that he is not considering you in all this - too much 'new' to add into all that you already have to deal with - no wonder you are so anxious Hon

Loving hugs gs @Snowie

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I am so nervous and anxious. I did not sleep well last night even with the extra meds.

I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say.

Trying to bottle everything up.Trying to pretend like everything is ok.

I'm sorry you're hurting @Snowie Bottling everything up and pretending to be okay can be exhausting. Is there someone you feel safe to talk to about how you're feeling?

Sitting with you @Snowie

I’ll get us a calming cuppa 💜☕️💜

A cuppa sounds great to me @Eve7 ☕💛

Thanks @Jupiter I am hoping I can talk to someone after this psych visit.

I really don't want to go but am doing it for H's sake. He wants to do it.

Have to leave soon 😞😞

Hoping it goes well for you and your H today @Snowie . It may prove more beneficial than you think ... I hope so.

Good to see you this morning @Eve7

And hello @Jupiter

Emelia 💞

Well that was awkward and anxiety provoking 😔

Thinking of you today @Snowie and hope your day is ok.

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