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My special place

My special place

Well yesterday certainly threw everything off track. But thanks to some very thoughtful and kind people I was able to get threw it and continue.

I cannot say a lot about what happened as I am sure you all understand but need this support in place.

Things WILL be ok, just a lot to work out.

Psych visit yesterday sorted out some of the things and more things will be happening early next week.

I am sorry if I put anyone through any despair, but unfortunately what happened yesterday morning had to be done.

Thank you all for your continued support.

@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Bubbles3@Bunniekins@Shaz51@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Zoe7@Queenie@Former-Member

Brain still not functioning anyone so sorry if I missed anyone

for @Phoenix_Rising as I know how much you don't like love hearts!!!

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thats ok @Snowie i just done the dishes and put the towels in the dryer.
its ok i cook what he will have to thats the harder part.

im cooking pops tea now too, bit late but at least he will be fed 👍

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Hehe @outlander , you are right, at least he will be fed.

The kids actually came out of their rooms tonight for dinner 😉😉 I made them eat at the table without mobile phones and without the tv on. Means they actually had to talk to us!!!

Retreated back to their rooms again now 😒😒

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lol @Snowie that mustve been torturous for them (and maybe you and H 😉 ) hehe

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Hehe @outlander teenagers 😉

Getting them off their electronic devices is hard sometimes.

I always make them put them away at dinner time. H too.

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lol @Snowie im sure they really love you for it even under the eye rolls lol

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haha @outlander

Deep down I know they do 😊

Will say goodnight hun. Am exhausted already so time for bed.

It has been so lovely to catch up with you sis, I have really needed an outlander fix!! It feels like so long ago that we have just been able to sit and chat.

I hope tomorrow goes well with the gp sweetheart, have everything crossed for you.

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goodnight @Snowie i hope you sleep well. might try and catch you tomorrow. have been missing our chats too

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Bit nervous about tomorrow.

I see my psychologist tomorrow after about 7 weeks of not seeing her.

I see her in person too which hasn't happened since we went into lockdown earlier on in the year.

I really don't know what to expect. How can I tell her everything that has happened in the last 7 weeks in just an hours appointment.

My mind is just playing games with me tonight. I feel the anxiety rising and feel like it will continue to rise as tomorrow's appt. gets closer.

This should be a good thing, I should be glad that I can see her in person, but it doesn't feel that way. It feels foreign. After all this time I am worried that I won't be able to open up. Where do i start.

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its good you get to see her in person @Snowie but totally normal to be nervous
it would feel strange to be able to see her after so long.
she will be able to help you talk. 7 weeks worth of things doesnt have to come out in an hour either, maybe pick the 2 things that impacted you the most to talk about

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How about writing down tonight a list of things in the order they have impacted you the most and give that to her to work through with you @Snowie If you cannot find the words then they are already written there for her to guide you.

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