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@Snowie 💜❤️💛

@Eve7 💙💚❤️

You are both incredible. Please remember that.

It's ok when you aren't here. Please believe that.

Love to you both xxxx

I was watching the football but it’s too stressful @Snowie

pdoc wants me to go into hospital on Tuesday. It just never ends.

Hi @Eve7

I can understand going into hospital is a big decision hun. I know how hard that decision can be, especially when others rely on us.

Would you be going in to have treatment or just as a general admission?

It sure is a big decision @Snowie

@I can’t have ECT as I had some cardiac arrhythmia last time from the anaesthetic so pdoc is arguing with cardiologist about it.

I’m probably going to have rTMS to see if that does anything and increase some meds. Also mentioned DBT.

@Eve7 it is a big decision hun.

I have had TMS before and it did help. Have had a change to some meds too whilst I have been in here.

Would be good if you could do DBT too whilst in there.

You are not alone hun, we will be here with you every step of the way.

Thanks @Snowie I haven’t agreed to it yet but pdoc said it wouldn’t be good if he had to make the decision for me. It just seems that it will be another long stay 😢I just want to cry

At the end of the day, it is your decision hun @Eve7, even though your pdoc will probably recommend that you do.

Go ahead and cry if it helps hun, I know how hard it is to go into hospital, especially when there are people at home relying on you. It is a hard decision, and one that can't be made lightly.

I am going to take my meds @Snowie they put me to sleep pretty quickly. Hope you sleep well. Take care buddy 💜🦋💜

@Eve7 @Snowie 💖🍃🌸

Sleep well @Emelia8 @Eve7

hope you get some sleep tonight