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My special place

My special place

Well yesterday certainly threw everything off track. But thanks to some very thoughtful and kind people I was able to get threw it and continue.

I cannot say a lot about what happened as I am sure you all understand but need this support in place.

Things WILL be ok, just a lot to work out.

Psych visit yesterday sorted out some of the things and more things will be happening early next week.

I am sorry if I put anyone through any despair, but unfortunately what happened yesterday morning had to be done.

Thank you all for your continued support.

@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Bubbles3@Bunniekins@Shaz51@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Zoe7@Queenie@Former-Member

Brain still not functioning anyone so sorry if I missed anyone

for @Phoenix_Rising as I know how much you don't like love hearts!!!

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Hi @Snowie

thanks for asking. I’m really struggling and just hoping things change soon. I went to a group today about breathing which was good as I didn’t have to talk but I couldn’t stop crying then I refused to have prn.

Sorry to unload.

How was your day? Maybe tomorrow’s ECT will do the trick.

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Don't be sorry hun, unload as much as you want/need @Eve7

Yep, ECT number 10 tomorrow. Hoping to feel a difference soon.

Met with pdoc, they are going to reassess after 12.

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We have to get well soon. I’m so glad you’re doing this journey but I’m sorry for your struggle (and mine).

I’m out of high care but I still only have my phone and I have to ask the nurses to charge it.

Moving on...join me for a cuppa?

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@Eve7

Just by doing this journey shows that we want to get better. Unfortunately we don't have a crystal ball and really don't know how many sessions both of us will need. It may be 12, it might be more then that. All we can do is keep preservering and putting one foot in front of the other.

I am glad you are out of high care.

A cuppa sounds like a good idea to me.

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I’ve been at the marathon at the Olympic Games a few times witnessing the highs and lows of elite athletes. I’ve also been at the finish line in big marathons here watching the thrill of achievement. That is the what I hang onto and I really don’t want to be one of the casualties along the way.

You will get there.

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Thats a great way of looking at it @Eve7

It is a marathon not a sprint.

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@Snowie

💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

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Another ECT day done

@Eve7 how did you go today?

@outlander thanks for the lovely flowers💌

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It’s been so so today pdoc will do 15 then decide. Meds made me sick again last night.
How has your day been @Snowie?
Not like long to go now and you’ll be sleeping in your own bed.
💙🧡💙
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