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My special place

SnowieSenior Contributor15 Feb 2018, 9:51 am AEDT

My special place

Well yesterday certainly threw everything off track. But thanks to some very thoughtful and kind people I was able to get threw it and continue.

I cannot say a lot about what happened as I am sure you all understand but need this support in place.

Things WILL be ok, just a lot to work out.

Psych visit yesterday sorted out some of the things and more things will be happening early next week.

I am sorry if I put anyone through any despair, but unfortunately what happened yesterday morning had to be done.

Thank you all for your continued support.

@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Bubbles3@Bunniekins@Shaz51@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Zoe7@Queenie@Former-Member

Brain still not functioning anyone so sorry if I missed anyone

for @Phoenix_Rising as I know how much you don't like love hearts!!!

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Unknown userMember08 Apr 2020, 10:03 pm AEST

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Hi there @Snowie

I can see that you are having a very difficult evening. Are you able to keep yourself safe tonight? Please consider reaching out for help off the forum if you need additional support Snowie. We are all thinking of you and hoping that you are able to take very good care of yourself.

warmest thoughts

Whitehawk

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Zoe7Senior Contributor08 Apr 2020, 10:05 pm AEST

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@Snowie better to have people there than You not at all Hon - the kids will cope as they have an amazing way of dealing with things but they also need their Mum around. We need you around too sweetheart 💙

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor08 Apr 2020, 10:10 pm AEST

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@Snowie I am concerned about you too. If you don't know it's safe, please get it checked out. If H is angry it's only because he loves you and the kids ..... please tell him and get it checked.

💜❄️

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SnowieSenior Contributor08 Apr 2020, 10:10 pm AEST

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@Former-Member what is done is done, i willzjust wait for my actions ro kick in

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Zoe7Senior Contributor08 Apr 2020, 10:13 pm AEST

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@Snowie Please tell H and get some help Hon. We can sit with you as long as you need but we are all very worried for you ...please get help sweetheart.

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Zoe7Senior Contributor08 Apr 2020, 10:17 pm AEST

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You mean so much to us here @Snowie and you would be saying the same to any of us in the same circumstances. We love you, we care for you, we are worried about you but above all we want you to be around for not just your kids and H but the world needs you in it. It does not feel like it right now but there is light out there for you to follow - let us be that light for you right now.

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Zoe7Senior Contributor08 Apr 2020, 10:33 pm AEST

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@Snowie I am really hoping you are sleeping and/or have told H and are getting some help tonight. I will continue to sit here with you - just in case you can check in again. If you do not tonight know I am very much thinking of you (as are others here too) and hope to hear from you as soon as you are able to be back here. Sending you so much love 💙💙💙💙💙

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outlanderSenior Contributor08 Apr 2020, 10:41 pm AEST

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@Snowie 🌻💌

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Sans911Senior Contributor08 Apr 2020, 10:46 pm AEST

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I agree with @Zoe7 that H might be angry but that probably comes from fear of loosing you. And kids are incredibly resilient.

You are so loved sweetheart. Please get some help for the overwhelming pain you're in. You deserve to be here tommorow. Your not a bad person @Snowie. Completely the opposite. Bad things happened to you. 💜 ❤️ 💙 💜

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Sans911Senior Contributor08 Apr 2020, 10:50 pm AEST

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This is something I wrote quite a while ago but I think it's relevant for now @Snowie

Reconcile

How do I reconcile these tears
Tears of rage, tears of pain
They twist and turn
Like the sharpest of k-n-i-v-e-s
Until all that's left is a fluidy mess inside

A mind once strong and sharp
Now weary with the mighty fight
Can no longer think
What is good or bad
To live or die in equal measures
Is asking the unquestionable

To live, to truly live is joy and light and love abounding
True, there are pains to bear
And losses to mourn
But a lived live can carry these mortal wounds
And forge again a life worthwhile
rejoicing in the rich complexities of life
Finding meaning in adversity
And dancing in the summer rains

So come, unburden that wearied mind
Dump your troubles off your laden shoulders
And walk forward with your face
To the cold, harsh winter wind
Challenge it to knock you off your feet,
All the while you're laughing
At its audacity and nerve

You know you have to walk this struggle,
How? You have yet to learn these ways
But take my hand firm and strong
And together we'll a find the answer
With my strength and your bravery

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