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Good thinking @Snowie Damn technology can be both helpful and a curse at times hey!

Sorry it was a hard night for you Hon but not unexpected - all those feleings coming back and not knowing what to do with them - it is super hard ...I hear you on that

I am okay - just getting by. Going to be a very long and full on week so preparing myself for it as best I can. We are planning for the first 4 weeks of next term so it will be a lot of sitting around, organising, writing and talking. I am lucky to work in a lovely team though so we will support each other. They have been great this week - allowed me some space, given me time to work through some things and supported me when I was obviously not okay ...everything piled up and got to me finally but hopefully I am through the worst now.

Glad to hear you have a kind and supportive team around you @Zoe7

Also glad to see you back on here, I miss you when you are away, but understand that sometimes for our own mental health we need that time away from the forums.

Hopefully you are through the worst of it hon and some better days are coming your way. 💞

Love that image @Snowie Pretty much sums up life at the moment - for both of us I imagine I would love to close myself off from the world right now but still need to go into work. I am definitely looking forward to the holiday break but also fear I will slide backwards with nothing to actually get up for ...see how it goes I suppose!

I am definitely limiting my time and connections here - too much hurt to overcome - from so many ...and cannot deal with other's pain (apart from supporting a few that I hold very close to my heart). You of course are one of those Hon and I appreciate your support more than any words I could write right now. I have been incredibly hurt by some that I have supported (sometimes alone) for years - short memories some people - but that is now their cross to bear.

There has been a lot of hurt for you @Zoe7

You will always have my support hon, you are so very special to me.

I hope you can be kind to yourself when you are on holidays. Allow yourself some "me" time and have a rest. You certainly deserve it.

@Snowie 💐💙

Hey @outlander 💜

How has your day been?

That would have been exciting for your sister @outlander

Hoping you can get into your gp soon hun and find out what is wrong. You are not having a good run lately.

My day has been ok. Got out for a bit but its been raining here on and off all day.