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My special place

SnowieSenior Contributor15 Feb 2018, 9:51 am AEDT

My special place

Well yesterday certainly threw everything off track. But thanks to some very thoughtful and kind people I was able to get threw it and continue.

I cannot say a lot about what happened as I am sure you all understand but need this support in place.

Things WILL be ok, just a lot to work out.

Psych visit yesterday sorted out some of the things and more things will be happening early next week.

I am sorry if I put anyone through any despair, but unfortunately what happened yesterday morning had to be done.

Thank you all for your continued support.

@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Bubbles3@Bunniekins@Shaz51@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Zoe7@Queenie@Former-Member

Brain still not functioning anyone so sorry if I missed anyone

for @Phoenix_Rising as I know how much you don't like love hearts!!!

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Zoe7Senior Contributor22 Oct 2018, 2:33 pm AEDT

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Well done @Snowie You are looking out for yourself and it is good you have the support of H to help you do that.

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Sans911Senior Contributor22 Oct 2018, 3:49 pm AEDT

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Is H home now @Snowie. You've made it through another hour.

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Sans911Senior Contributor22 Oct 2018, 4:31 pm AEDT

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@Snowie

I'm leaving this important article for you to read TODAY. I'm still here right next to you. 💜❤️💙https://themighty.com/2017/09/letter-reminder-to-stay-when-feeling-suicidal-help/?utm_source=Mighty_MH_Page&utm_medium=Facebook&utm_campaign=Link_Contributor

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Zoe7Senior Contributor22 Oct 2018, 4:38 pm AEDT

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Still here for you too Hon - hoping H is home and you have spoken to your pdoc.

Love and hugs to you @Snowie 💙💜💚🧡💛

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SnowieSenior Contributor22 Oct 2018, 5:13 pm AEDT

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I shouldn't have rung H. It just makes him worry more and now I feel bad that he had to come home from work early because of me. Now he wants to know everything that is happening and says that I dont tell him anything anymore. I just cant seem to win today. Nothing I do is right anymore. I cant go on like this

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Zoe7Senior Contributor22 Oct 2018, 5:15 pm AEDT

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Have you spoken to your pdoc yet @Snowie?

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SnowieSenior Contributor22 Oct 2018, 5:17 pm AEDT

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@Zoe7 no he hasn't called back yet

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Zoe7Senior Contributor22 Oct 2018, 5:22 pm AEDT

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Maybe give him another call Hon and see if he is available - it sounds like you need to talk to him @Snowie and know your options. It is a horrible place to be in where you are right now and pressure from your H is not helping. It is nice that he cares enough to want to know what is going on for you but I understand you can't really explain that either - suchm a hard position to be in. Here for you Hon - with whatever you need tonight.

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SnowieSenior Contributor22 Oct 2018, 5:48 pm AEDT

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@Zoe7I've left another message. He is probably finished for the day now.

H is angry with me now, I can tell by the way he is speaking to me. I should have just shut my mouth and not said anything to him. He just makes things worse for me when he gets like this. Grrrrr I should have known this was going to happen and just stayed quiet.

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Zoe7Senior Contributor22 Oct 2018, 5:51 pm AEDT

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Why is he angry with you Hon - because you told him how you are really doing - that seems very unfair, He can't have it both ways - he wants to know how you are doing but doesn't seem able to accept the reality. Is that because he is scared of where you are presently or doesn't think you are as bad as you are @Snowie? Either way it seems that he is not be supportive!

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