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@outlanderit was stupid and something I read on FB. It shouldn't bother me, I know I am being silly and taking things out of context. Just being stupid and getting myself worked up over nothing.

The things that affect you like that are not stupid @Snowie - sometimes we are blindsided by things and they do have that affect on us - it is easier said than done to not let those things bother us - your feelings are valid and we are here with you while you feel them Hon.

Thanks @Zoe7, how are you going tonight? Have you taken your meds yet?

I have taken my meds @Snowie - waiting for them to take effect. I am still on Neptune and struggling with these last 2 days. It just makes me feel so useless and left wondering what is the point. Thank goodness I have my fur babies because without them tonight I don't know what I would be doing

Seems like we are both sitting on Neptune - hope the view is better from there for us both

@Zoe7on Neptune trying not to fall off.

I am glad your fur babies are keeping you company. Hopefully your meds kick in soon for your sake

I I'm sorry if I added to your triggers @Snowie

I'm still here. Haven't been able to sleep as guest was cooking dinner. He invited me to lunch tommorow (originally asked me y/day and asked again today) but I've said no today. He asked if I had appt or something on, and I said no, but left it at that. Am I being mean and ungrateful. I just don't see the point really.

Might take my meds shortly. Dinner is still in the oven but turned off. I got something really nice, but no point now. Totally lost my appetite but I had a peice of fruit.

I feel like even Neptune is spinning out of control tonight @Snowie - just need to hang on until meds kick in then I can sleep. All I want to do is sleep today - that is never a good sign for me but I haven't been able to do anything else since I went to the pool. I didn't even enjoy being at the pool and at one stage it felt like it was closing in on me when all I was doing was floating around - not a good day. Life just sucks hey!

@Sans911you never add to my triggers, but the exact opposite. When I see your likes, it makes my heart go all warm and fuzzy

You are not being mean nor ungreatful. Perhaps if he showed some respect and locked the damm door, you might have accepted the offer.

@Zoe7life does suck sometimes. Not long to go now, sleep will come for you soon